Lotte
needs
to talk with Johannes now.
's not quite sure if he wants to talk to her right now..
Lotte
thinks
he should listen to her, though!
sighs and shall do so, thinking it can't get much worse.
sighs. "I think it's dead."
blinks, then frowns sadly. "You mean the....? "
nods, crossing her arms over her stomach. "Yeah...the baby."
sighs and glances away. "I'm sorry... "
rubs her cheek. "It's not your fault."
puts a hand on top of her head, looking at her again. "Still.. "
sighs, pressing her palms to her eyes. "I don't know what to do..."
hugs her carefully. "Well.. you only think so, right..? Maybe we should go to a doctor.. "
rubs her eyes. "I thought you hated doctors."
hums softly, nuzzling the top of her head. "I don't care. Let's go.. "
nods, stepping back. "Okay..."
smiles weakly and takes her hand.
squeezes his hand, glancing at him. "What if it's still alive?" She sounds hopeful, very hopeful.
frowns and looks away, not wanting to look her in the eyes. "..Then.. I think you'd be a good mom.. "
doesn't believe him. "Really...?"
"..You'll need to work on not being so abusive, but yes. "
snorts, shaking her head. "I just abuse you."
chuckles. "Oh, you sure know how to make me feel special."
smiles. "You should feel special."
sighs and messes up her hair before starting to walk.
follows him, not going to complain about her hair.
's just kinda hoping he's going the right way, but isn't gonna tell her that.
isn't really paying attention to where she's going.
Johannes
will
eventually end up at a doctor's office. Eventually.
Lotte
wonders
if they'll make it there today.
Johannes
thinks
they will, probably.
Lotte
hopes
they do.
sighs hapilly when they finally do get to one.
looks at the door nervously.
looks at her and frowns, going over to hold open the door for her.
steps inside, glancing back at Johannes.
walks in after her and takes her hand again. "It'll be okay.. "
sighs, swinging their hands. "And what if it isn't?"
watches her with a sad frown. "Then.. just make sure at least you're okay. "
nods, stepping up to the receptionist. "Okay..."
glances around, staying close to Lotte's side. "You can always try again for a baby, if you want... "
glances back to him after talking to the receptionist. "That's true..."
"Not.. that I'd approve. But I just want you to be okay.. "
"Well, what if you were the father?" Oh, curiosity.
almost finds it amazing how with a simple sentence, Lotte can make him choke on air.
pats his back, amused.
pats his own chest. "Y-you'd like that. "
nods. "Of course."
now thinks Lotte likes to see him choke.
wasn't expecting for him to choke, though!
coughs a couple of times before calming down. "...Cruel woman. "
frowns, starting when the nurse calls her name. "Not cruel, just truthful. Do you want to come with me...?"
sighs and squeezes her hand. "..Yeah. "
tries to smile at him, following the nurse.
walks with her, thinking it's better if he goes with her, then to just let her go alone.
Lotte
is
glad his going with her, she's a bit afraid of getting the results alone. She sits in the exam room, looking at him.
sits down with her, hoping this'll be over quickly.
squeezes his hand, waiting for the doctor to come in.
smiles weakly and kisses her head. "I'm here.. "
smiles at him, pulling back when the doctor enters, mumbling a soft hello.
sighs and nods at the doctor, sitting back.
explains to the doctor, clutching Johannes's hand.
isn't quite sure what to say or do, so just stays quiet the entire time, holding Lotte's hand.
listens to the doctor, agreeing to the test, and surprised when the results come back. "A...fake pregnancy?"
blinks and looks at her, raising an eyebrow. "..What? "
tilts her head, looking relieved and confused. "It was fake. My body tricked itself."
stares at her. "..Huh? "
snorts. "I'm not pregnant."
doesn't know how to react. "....Uhm. "
rolls her eyes, punchin him.
groans, but then chuckles and hugs her head.
yelps, gripping his shirt. "Hey!"
smirks. "This means you're fine, right!? "
nods, pulling back. "Yeah, yeah. Still want a baby."
blushes a bit and looks away. "At least you're okay! "
chuckles at his blush, mumbling a soft 'yes' as she hugs him.
smiles and hugs her back. "..Don't tell Prussia just yet, okay? "
raises an eyebrow. "Why?"
smirks. "No reason. "
frowns at him. "What are you plotting?"
chuckles softly. "Noooothing. "
shakes her head. "Tell me!"
kisses her head before standing up and walking out.
follows him, reaching for his hand.
takes her hand again. "...Like holding my hand, eh? "
shrugs. "It feels nice."
walks back to Lotte's place. "..Yeah. "
glances at him, looking at his cast, and...her heart sort of drops. "Well, that's gay."
blinks and looks at her. "Excuse me? "
points at Sadiq's signature. "That."
chuckles. "...Gay? "
nods. "There's a heart. That's extremely gay." She steps into her home, glancing back at him.
frowns and looks at his cast. "It's tiny, though. I thought it was cute.. "
snickers. "God, you're so flaming."
walks inside and looks back at her. "....Wat? "
shuts the door, glancing at him. "Flaming. Fruity. Outrageously homosexual."
smacks her. With his right hand. And winces himself.
laughs, rubbing her arm and smirking at him. She leans in close, smiling. "What, getting defensive?"
takes a step back and shrugs. "I prefer girls, you know. "
takes a step forward. "I know that. Little girls without any breasts."
holds his hands up. "Hey, hey.."
takes another step forward. "What, what?"
backs up until he's against the wall. "...I don't mind breasts. "
smiles up at him, leaning in close. "Really now."
blinks, blushing, confused now. "..Yes? "
Lotte
is
almost pressed up against him, eyes running over his face. "Then why do you sound unsure?"
holds his hands up. "..What are you doing? "
shrugs absentmindedly. "What do you think?"
"..I actually have no idea. "
smirks at him, tilting her head to kiss him.
freezes up, blushing brightly.
cups his cheek, pressing up against him.
"L-Lotte.. Hey.. "
closes her eyes. "What?"
sighs and pats her head. "..I think you should lie down. "
frowns at him. "No."
"You're probably just still upset.. "
snorts. "Yeah, sure."
weakly ruffles her hair, not sure what to do.
Lotte
thinks
he should do her. >W>
could kinda tell what she wanted..
would've hoped he was smart enough to catch on.
doesn't think Lotte was very subtle with it, so it wasn't hard to.
Lotte
has
learned that subtlety doesn't work with men.
still isn't gonna do her right now though.
tsks, leaning against him.
sighs and hugs her close.
lays there, sighing and mumbling something.
"..What was that? "
glances up at him with a frown. "I think..."
tilts his head a bit. "..What?
takes a deep breath, shaking her head. "Nevermind."
nudges her. "Tell me. "
frowns. "I said nevermind."
sighs. "..Please? "
steps back from him, covering her face. "No."
blinks and leans closer to her face. "Lotte.. "
runs a hand through her hair. "What?"
rubs his forehead. "Just tell me.. "
sighs. "It's not going to matter."
sighs and looks at his cast. "..Fine. "
stares at the wall, frowning.
now thinks about how on earth he's gonna explain to Sadiq what happened..
doesn't think he should have to tell him at all.
's got the feeling he will find out. And that things will be worse if he's not the one telling him.
sighs. "Fine, whatever."
sighs again and goes over to the couch to flop on it.
crosses her arms, going to get a beer. "Do you want one?"
glances at her. "..Yeah. "
tosses him a beer.
catches it. But with his wrong hand. "Motherfu- " He groans and sits up, hugging his right hand to his chest.
sighs, rubbing her cheek. "You okay?"
"H-Habit to use my right hand.. Fucking A.. "
pets his hair. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have thrown it."
chuckles weakly, looking at her. "..I'm just an idiot? "
snorts. "I know."
smirks and leans against her.
gulps down her beer, wondering if she should've brought the case with her.
blinks and looks at her, then holds his beer out to her.
raises her eyebrow. "What?"
"Have a feeling yours will be empty very quickly.. "
shakes her head, swigging the last of her beer. "It is."
chuckles. "So take mine. "
takes his beer, setting down the empty bottle. "You don't want one?"
shrugs. "I do. But I don't care. "
frowns. "Why?"
"Because.. just drink the damned beer. "
does as ordered, drinking the beer.
chuckles and closes his eyes.
watches him, sipping the beer.
isn't sure of how will things go now, but shall just wait..
doesn't know what waiting will accomplish.
Johannes
thinks
he'll only fuck things up more if he does something now.
Lotte
thinks
he's probably right, but things are already plenty fucked up as is.
sighs and now just stays quiet, his eyes still closed.
stares at the coffee table, finishing the beer.
"Would you mind if I took a nap here, Lotte..? "
shakes her head. "Go ahead."
opens his eyes and quickly kisses her cheek.
closes her eyes, rubbing her cheek.
"Sorry.. about earlier, but.. I couldn't.. "
shrugs, remaining quiet.
"Just.. you know. " He holds up the cast.
raises a brow. "I don't."
glances at her. "Sadiq.. "
frowns at his name, gripping the bottle tightly. "Oh."
sighs. "..You don't like him, do you? "
glances away. "Why should I?"
frowns. "He still is my partner.. "
shrugs. "So?"
"And you're my sister.. "
"I know that. I'm not stupid."
"I'm just saying.. It would be nice.. "
makes a soft noise, glancing away.
lies down on the couch, putting his head in her lap. "..You're jealous. "
looks down at him. "So what?"
closes his eyes. "So you are.. "
frowns, petting his hair awkwardly. "And?"
shrugs. "Never thought you'd be the one getting jealous.. "
"Why is that...?"
"Perhaps.. because I thought you wouldn't ever feel the way you do for me now. "
snorts, shaking her head. "You'd be surprised."
slightly opens one eye to look up at her.
plays with his hair, avoiding eye contact.
nuzzles her hand softly.
smiles slightly, gently tugging at the strands.
chuckles. "I'm falling asleep like this.. "
shakes her head. "I thought you wanted to take a nap anyways."
closes his eye again. "You don't mind? "
hums. "Not really."
smiles, soon dozing off.
snorts, watching him sleep. And now she's stuck.