groans, and stares into the closet. Nothing will fit this body; though, the fact that she is now HE is more unnerving.
blinks and stares.
looks at her, and rubs the back of his head. His hips are still narrow, so the pants fit, but he can't find any shirt, so he's shirtless.
"...hello."
rubs her cheek, glancing away. "...erm."
Lan
feels
very awkward about the shirtlessness, so he turns away. "Umm."
"....so you're a guy now, huh."
nods. "Yes."
nods, shifting awkwardly.
turns back to her. "Umm..."
glances at him. "Yes?"
"Ahh..." he looks at a jacket he'd brought home, borrowed from Russia. "Do you have any men's clothing?
shakes her head. "Not that would fit you."
takes out the jacket. "This is all I have...unless I wear a woman's shirt." She takes out a ret t-shirt after, looking at it.
watches him, frowning a bit.
looks back at her, and tugs on the shirt (that's too loose around the chest). "Is something wrong?"
shakes her head. "Of course not!"
pulls at the shirt. "Ah, alright.." He looks at the jacket, before putting it back. "I should return that..."
glances at it. "Who's it from?"
shuts the closet. "Ivan. I needed to wear something, my clothes were..dirty." he replies, sitting on the bed.
hums softly.
plays with a loose string of the blanket in silence.
fidgets. "So..."
looks at her. "So...?"
glances away with a blush. "Are you alright?"
nods. "I think I am."
raises a brow. "You think?"
lays back. "I've never been a man before, I don't know how to feel."
sits down next to him. "It was weird..."
nods. "It is. I feel...strange."
frowns. "Strange how?"
shrugs. "Very different." after a moment, he adds, "My voice sounds too different for my liking."
chuckles. "It sounds nice, though."
covers one of his cheeks. "Does it?"
nods. "Very nice!"
smiles. "Thank you."
grins. "You look nice too!"
turns his head away so she can't see the blush. "I do?"
blushes brightly, nodding. "Yes! Very ho-handsome."
covers his mouth. "Did...did you almost say 'hot'...?"
squeaks, rubbing her cheek. "M-maybe."
coughs awkwardly. "Well...I suppse you are too.
blushes. "Thank you..."
Lan
is
determined to NOT look at her now kthx.
picks at the blanket covering the bed.
glances to her, unsure of where to go from there.
glances over at him, blushing brightly.
looks back at her. "Well..."
rubs her cheek. "Yes?"
leans over. "What now.."
shrugs. "I don't know...?"
scoots a tiiiny bit closer to her.
glances at the space between them, then glancing up at his face.
looks at her, scooting closer.
smiles at him shyly. "Yes?
smiles a bit as well. "I'm not sure.."
chuckles. "Me either."
leans in, and pecks her cheek.
blushes, starting a bit. "Ah..?"
watches her. "Ah.."
smiles. "You have soft lips."
touches his lips. "I do?"
nods, leaning close. "Yeah..."
smiles to her.
kisses him quickly, pulling back with a giggle.
giggles a little as well.
Lotte
thinks
it sounds a bit odd, his giggle, so she giggles louder.
laughs, before leaning in to sneak another kiss.
squeaks, kissing back softly.
touches her cheek with a slightly quivering hand, not breaking the kiss.
covers his hand with hers, leaning close to him and deepening the kiss.
moves closer still, other hand on her waist.
moves her hands to cup his cheeks, parting her lips.
grips her waist a little tighter, taking the hint to push his tongue in.
gasps softly, one hand sliding into his hair.
closes his eyes and groans, exploring her mouth.
moans, playing with his hair, tongue meeting his.
moves his hand to her thigh, parting after a while. "Ahh..."
Lotte
is
panting softly, looking at Lan with lidded eyes. "You're good at that..."
smiles a little. "I am...?"
nods. "Yeah, very..."
smiles a little more and leans his forehead against hers. "I don't think so.."
shrugs. "You left me breathless."
still has his hand on her cheek. "You're not bad, either.."
nuzzles his cheek. "Really?"
replies simply, "No, you aren't."
chuckles, catching his lips in another kiss.
returns it chastely, before pulling away. "Ahh..Lotte."
closes her eyes. "Yes?"
mouths a few words before saying, "And when I'm a woman...? Is it the same?"
Lotte
thinks
for a moment, then smiles. "You're the only woman I've thought of kissing."
smiles in return. "Ah...Am I?"
nods, rubbing her cheek. "You are."
leans against the touch, closing his eyes. "I feel the same."
presses a kiss to his cheek. "Really?"
replies, "Yeah, you are."
smiles softly, unsure of what to say now.
smiles as well. "Ahh....what do we do now..?"
shrugs. "What do you want to do?"
shrugs as well. "I don't know..."
leans her forehead against him. "Can I kiss you again?"
replies quietly, "Of course you can."
smiles, kissing him again, softly.
returns it, moving his hand to her hair.
sighs into the kiss, scooting even closer to Lan.
rests his other hand on her back, encouraging her to move closer.
presses against him, deepening the kiss.
moves his hands again, to hold her close to him.
grips his shoulder, sliding her tongue against his mouth.
allows her to take control; he groans, eyes tightly shut.
closes her eyes, sliding their tongues together with a soft moan.
remains passive, completely content to be so.
Lotte
wishes
he would take control, but she's still pleased.
starts to move, trying to lay her down, not breaking the kiss.
lets him lay her down, pulling back from the kiss to look at him.
looks back at her, leaning down so their noses touch. "We should't do this."
glances up at him. "But do you want to?"
nods. "More than anything..But Ivan'll be upset. I don't want you hurt."
closes her eyes. "I won't get hurt. I can protect myself. Or Johannes can."
smiles, and kisses her cheek. "And you'll still feel this way when I'm a woman?"
closes her eyes, nodding. "Yeah, I believe so. We can do it then too, if you want." Chuckles.
chuckles, before kissing her lips. "Thank you."
pecks her cheek. "You're welcome."
lowers himself next to her, and leans his head on her chest, sighing. "You're too kind."
pets his hair. "I've been getting that a lot lately..."
replies, "You are..I don't deserve such kindness."
shrugs. "I think you do."
raises his head. "Ah..how?"
shrugs. "Just a feeling."
relaxes. "Ah.." He rests a hand on her stomach, other arm under his head.
smiles at him, brushing a hand down his chest.
inches his fingers under his shirt.
slides her hand down his chest, fingertips brushing over his nipples.
lets out a slightly shaky breath, and moves his hand up over her stomach.
runs her fingers over his nipple again, tweaking it through the fabric of his shirt.
pulls away, and tugs off his own shirt. "There.." He moves back to straddle her waist.
runs her hands up his sides, smiling up at him.
starts to push up her shirt, feeling her soft skin under his fingers.
takes a deep breath, closing her eyes. "Lan..."
smiles to her. "Yes, Lotte..?"
flushes, reaching out to cup his cheek. "You don't have to be gentle."
moves his hands up a bit more. "You don't want me to be gentle..?"
shakes her head, blushing brightly. "'m not a doll."
leans down to kiss her again. "If that's what you'd like."
smiles into the kiss. "It is."