Lotte
is
slowly getting used to this man thing.
Johannes
needs
to have a talk with her- ... him? "What the fuck happened? "
blinks. "I got turned into a man somehow?"
crosses his arms. "....What? Have you been spending time with England? "
shakes his head. "No...I haven't seen him at all."
shrugs. "...Anywho. "
raises an eyebrow. "Yes...?"
"I heard about what happened.. "
fidgets, looking away. "What do you mean?"
frooowns. "You and Prussia? "
pales. "Oh...?"
"België. Tell me what happened. "
looks down at his feet. "I don't know what you want to hear."
"What do you think!? The truth, damn it! "
frowns, crossing his arms. "We fucked, Johannes."
"..Why? Why on earth with him? "
(You'reaguynowsoIcanpunchyou. 8D )
shrugs. "Why not? He was there and he wanted to fuck me. So I let him."
((/SOB))
frowns deeply. "You LET him!? Have you got no respect for yourself, Lotte!? "
scowls. "Maybe I don't! Maybe I was just horny!"
"You don't go fucking around any guy you see! Jeez! "
"And why the hell not? It's not like I'm going to die because of it!"
"You have no idea what kind of diseases Prussia can be carrying! "
snorts. "I don't /care/! God damn, Johannes. I can make my own decisions!"
"You apparently can't, Lotte! Fucking hell, girl! Look after yourself! "
"What, you'd rather I'd die an old maid? Or end up in a fucked up relationship like yours?"
Johannes
feels
his eye twitch. "Shut up about that. "
narrows her eyes. "Why should I listen to you?"
's still keeping his arms crossed. "You know damned well why you should. "
shakes his head. "I'm not afraid of you, Johannes. I've never been afraid of you."
snorts. "You even told me the opposite the other day. "
frowns at him. "Shut up."
rolls his eyes. "Make me. "
clenches his hands into fists, gritting his teeth as he glares at Johannes.
simply shrugs. "Idioot.. "
twitches, before aiming a punch at his jaw.
reacts lately because he didn't thought Lotte would actually do so, so now stumbles back, his eyes wide.
frowns at him, feeling oddly triumphant.
blinks and stares at the other, rubbing his jaw. ". . . . "
huffs, crossing his arms with a smirk.
groans. "Wat in vredesnaam was dat voor!? "
frowns. "You asked for it!":
"...You bitch! You fucking punched me! "
"You were being a fucking asshole!"
Johannes
is
tempted to punch back, because Lotte's a guy now, but refrains himself. "Are you even listening to yourself!? "
scowls, crossing his arms, huffing.
"You think it's just okay to fight those that care about you!? "
glares at him. "Since when did you *care*?"
"I've always cared! You're my sister! "
"So?! You...you!" He looks away, biting his bottom lip.
rubs his jaw again. " I what!? "
scowls. "You just want me to stay with you! That's not caring...! That's..."
"I DO care for you, and I DO want you to stay! I care for you just as much as I care for Lux!"
huffs, rubbing at his eyes. "You just...
frowns and grabs Lotte's hands. "What!? Just say it! "
flails a bit, kicking Johannes in the shin. "Let go of me!"
immediatly lets go and goes down, hugging his shin.
looks down at him, sniffing. Stupid Johannes.
curses like a pirate, because the shin is a verrrry sensitive spot.
crouches down next to him, sighing. "I....I'm shorry, Johannes."
"That.. That was low.. Owfuck. And why!? "
sighs, reaching out to pet his hair. "Because...of everything that happened. But you're still an ass."
twitches and leans away from Lotte's touch. "....Thank you!? "
sighs, withdrawing his hand. "Look! It's just...I overreacted."
frowns. "..What's the matter with you? "
punches him. "I'm a man now!"
falls back, but then quickly kicks at Lottle's legs.
yelps, falling flat on his ass. "Hey!"
winces as he stands up, his shin hurting like fuck. "Stop hitting me, damn it!"
looks up at him. "Stop being an ass!"
"I'm not an ass! Now get up! "
pouts. "No."
"...You're just gonna sit there? "
nods. "Yes."
crosses his arms again. "...Wuss. "
tries to kick at him from his spot on the ground.
smirks, slowly taking a step back.
glares up at him.
sighs and holds out his hand.
doesn't know if he should take it or not.
frowns and grabs Lotte's hand, pulling him up.
yelps, trying to stay on the ground. "Nooo!"
groans and steps on his foot. "Stop being a bitch! "
squeaks. "Not unless you stop being an ass!"
"I am NOT being an ass!"
pouts. "You always are!"
turns to walk away. "..Whatever. "
scrambles after him. "Hey!"
glances over his shoulder. "..What? "
grabs his shoulder with a frown. "I..." Mumbles something.
blinks. "..Yes? "
mumbles something, glancing up at him.
"...Speak up. "
flails, kicking him. "I...I love you! Dammit!"
winces. "FUCKING A- ...Wat? "
blushes, glancing away. "You heard me!"
"....What kind of confession is that!? "
kicks him again. "Shut up!"
groooaaans. "STOP THAT. "
glances at him, blushing furiously. "Fine."
doesn't know what to do, really, so just.. sits down on the ground and rubs his legs. "Fucking.. "
fidgets a bit, glancing around.
looks up at him. "....You serious? "
huffs. "No, I just like fucking with you." She practically oozes sarcasm.
snorts. "That I know.. "
frowns at him.
shrugs. "Maybe you turning male messed up your brains.. "
frowns more deeply. "I'm being serious!" He's just more ballsy now. Heh.
rubs his forehead.. "Lotte.. "
crosses his arms. "What?"
"You know I love you.. But.. I can't take this serious right now. "
frowns. "Because now I have the balls to tell you?"
shakes his head. "No.. "
pouts. "Then what is it?"
"...Very bad timing. "
frowns. "'m sorry..."
shrugs. "A lot of stuff going on.. "
sighs. "I didn't know."
"Don't want to bother anyone.. "
sighs, cupping his cheek. "It wouldn't bother me to *know*." And with that he presses a quick to Johannes' lips.
freezes up. " ..... "
sighs, resting their foreheads together, sort of enjoying being more-level with Johannes.
sighs and puts his arms around Lotte. "...Lotte... "
tenses a bit, but relaxes. "What...?"
"Even though I've been going through a rough time with Sadiq, I still love him dearly.. "
sighs, shaking her head. "He's a dick."
"...I'm married to him, Lotte. "
"I don't care! Do you know how many times he's tried to hurt me?!"
frowns. "Hurt you? "
scowls. "Yes!"
"What..? What did he do? "
pulls back from him. "He tried to hit me, dammit!"
"Why, though..? "
huffs. "Hell if I know!"
"...Are you lying, Lotte? "
shakes his head. "I know once I called him gross or something and he backed me into a fucking /wall/."
"When.. was this? "
shrugs. "About a week ago?"
sighs. ".....I'll ask him about it.. "
rolls his eyes. "You don't trust me?"
"I'm not saying that! "
"Then what are you saying? You don't believe he'd get pissed over the littlest things?"
"That he wouldn't harm you, that's what! "
"He tried to!"
sighs. "...Let's just drop it. "
frowns, staring at him. "Fine."
"Thank.. you.. "
sighs, rubbing his eyes.
ruffles his hair.
just sighs again at that.
kisses his head. "Hey.. don't be down... "
looks at him blankly. "Why not?"
"Because.. I'm still here, you know.. "
rolls his eyes. "Yeah, sure."
chuckles weakly, but then winces and rubs his jaw. "Nggh, fuck. "
frowns, glancing away.
groans as he tries standing up again.
offers a hand to him.
smiles slightly and takes his hand.
helps him up, avoiding looking in his face.
"Change back soon, I want my cute sister back.. "
huffs. "I didn't do this on purpose!"
chuckles softly and puts an arm around him.
tenses, glancing at him.
"..I am an ass, I know.. "
shrugs. "And?"
messes up his hair. "...Ik hou van je. "
smiles softly. "Ik hou ook van jou."
blushes at that. "..T-thanks. "
nods, glancing over at Johannes with a flush."
glances away, having the feeling this moment gets even more awkward by the second.
hugs him tightly.
smiles and hugs him back..
rests his cheek against Johannes' shoulder, smiling slightly.
nuzzles the top of his head.
chuckles a bit at that.
"...Still so weird, you as a guy.. "
shrugs. "I know. I woke up this morning and..."
"You've got.. that what a guy has..? "
groans, mumbling into his shoulder something that sounds like yes.
chuckles. "Woah.. "
Lotte
is
tempted to punch him, but refrains. "Shut up."
smiiirks. "Why? "
squeaks. "I-it's! Embarassing!"
shrugs. "No, it's not. "
huffs. "It is! Waking up with...that."
"What? You've seen one of those before. " He chuckles.
pouts. "But not one that was mine!"
"If I would wake up with boobs, I wouldn't freak out! "
snorts. "You'd fondle yourself. And it wasn't just *that* it was...was..."
snorts. "...Hmmm?
blushes. "It was...y'know."
smirks. "Whaaat? "
flails a bit. "I had an erection, okay?!"
snorts! and laughs.
punches him! "Shut up! It's not funny!"
winces, chuckling. "I told you to stop that! "
covers his face, groaning. "And I would've, if you hadn't laughed at me!"
"Well it's funny! "
groans again. "No it isn't!"
smirks. "You're so abusive. "
huffs. "So? You like it."
"Maybe I do~ "
snickers. "Really?"
pinches his cheek. "Maybe! "
pouts at him playfully. "You totally do!"
smiles. "I've gotten used to it! "
grins brightly, before sobering. "You know..."
blinks. "Hm? "
chuckles awkwardly, glancing to the side. "I guess I wouldn't mind...being your mistress?"
chokes on air.
stares at him, panicking a bit.
Johannes
has
a coughfit. "T-the.. what? "
pats his back. "You know! Your mistress!"
smacks his own chest.
continues to pat his back.
calms down after a bit and just stares at the other.
Lotte
feels
awkward with him staring. "W-what?"
"My.. mistress... ? "
nooods. "Yes. Mistress."
grabs his shoulders. "...Are you insane!? "
blinks. "I don't think so?"
"I've already told you I'm here! What do you want? Just sex? "
Lotte
wants
to punch him again. "Not just that!"
sighs and rests his head on top of Lotte's. "...Then what? "
shrugs. "Like what you give Sadiq."
"H-he's my husband.. "
nods, humming. "I know that."
"I.. I can't.. harm his trust.. "
shrugs again. "But didn't he harm yours?"
bites his lip. ".... "
hugs him tightly. "Johannes, I won't hurt you..."
"But.. I'm married to him.. "
sighs. "Marriages can be fragile. And temporary, unfortunately."
"It shouldn't be.. One says yes to those words because they trust the other, love the other.. It shouldn't be so fragile.. "
shrugs. "I know it shouldn't be, but that doesn't mean that's not how things happen sometimes."
sighs. "Maybe.. it's just not meant for us.. "
frowns. "Maybe."
"I.. don't know what to do, Lotte.. "
cups his cheek. "Do whatever feels right."
closes his eyes. "...Going to a bar to get wasted isn't the right thing, hm? "
shakes his head with a fond smile. "Nope. Might make things worse."
chuckles weakly. "Damn. "
strokes his cheek quietly, watching him.
smiles and leans in against the touch.
kisses his other cheek, smiling.
blushes slightly, standing back. "Lotte... "
closes his eyes, sighing. "Yes?"
kisses his forehead.
blushes, leaning against him.,
"I.. am not gonna take up your offer, Lotte.. "
"I wasn'
t expecting you to."
"But.. thank you. Thank you for being here.. "
"I'll always be here."
"...I know.. "
smiles softly, though he looks a little sad.
"...If Luxy was here right now, he's smack us.. " He chuckles weakly.
*he'd
nods, sighing softly. "Yeah..."
"So.. I think.. he should come. Quickly. "
rubs his cheek. "Yeah...He should."
rubs his forehead. "That ass.. "
snorts. "Still doesn't compare to you."
snorts and chuckles. "My ass is nicer than his. "
rolls her eyes. "Mine is the best, though."
checks out his rear. "..Was better when you were a girl. "
punches him. "Still better than yours!"
groooaaaans. "I'll be sore in the morning.. "
rolls his eyes. "I haven't broken anything!"
pats his cheek. "Yet, probably! "
swats at his hand. "I'm not that violent!"
smirks. "Yeah huh! "
shoves him. "Ass!"
stumbles back. "...you're strong as a guy. "
grins. "I've noticed."
pokes his forehead. "Like your big brother. "
shoves him again, but harder. "Yeah right!"
stumbles back again, but doesn't regain his balance and falls back, landing on his hand which then doesn't go the same was as his arm.
hears a sickening crack, rushing over to Johannes. "H-hey!"
kicks his feet and grins his teeth, hugging his hand.
Lotte
is
freaked out now, reaching out for Johannes. "D-did it break?"
sits up, hugging his hand still. "Holy fuck! "
grabs his shoulder, glancing at his hand. "Oh my God..."
chuckles weakly and looks at her. "...Strong. "
frowns. "Th-that's not important now!"
snorts. "I don't think it's supposed to go that way! "
frowns. "W-we should get you to my house!"
shrugs. "Naaah, it'll heal. "
scowls. "Yeah, but I mean! We should...I don't know, brace it so it heals right..."
stands up and nods. "Hm.. Fine "
reaches for his uninjured hand, trying to force a smile.
smiles and grabs his hand, still kinda 'high' of adrenaline.
leads him to his house, trying not to look at his wrist.
walks with him. "Think I should go to a doctor..? "
glances back at him, opening the door. "Let's...take a look at it first."
nods and walks inside, glancing around.
drags him to the kitchen, where he has a first aid kit and more supplies.
quietly walks with him.
motions for him to sit on the table, getting out the kit.
shrugs and goes over to sit on the table, then looks at his wrist and tilts his head.
places the kit down, looking at his wrist. "Do you want to take some pain killers?"
"It doesn't hurt right now.. But.. yeah. It might hurt in a few.. "
nods, handing him some pills and getting him a glass of water. "so..."
takes the pills and downs them, drinking all the water that was in the glass. "Thanks. "
nods, taking a seat next to him and looking at his wrist. "We should try bracing it..."
tries to roll his wrist, but then SWEARS and hugs his hand to his chest. "FUCKING- "
yelps, grabbing his forearm. "H-hey! Calm down!"
looks at him, eyes wide.
frowns. "Maybe we should go to the emergency room...?"
"I-I don't know.. Fuckthishurts! "
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! We should probably go..."
"This ain't your fault! " He tries to smile and stands up. "Can you drive? "
"I feel like it is, though!" He nods. "Of course I can!"
"It ain't!" He nods at him and walks out.
follows after him, grabbing his purse before heading to his car.
walks out of the house and looks back at Lotte. "Where's the car? "
motions to the car, opening the door for Johannes.
nods and goes over, sitting down in it. "Thanks.. "
closes the door with a smile. "It's okay." He gets into the driver's seat, heading off to the hospital.
puts his right hand in the air, looking at his twisted wrist. "...it looks gnarly. "
winces, concentrating on the road. "Yeah..."
glances over at him, then quickly lowers his hand again. "Sorry.. "
shrugs. "It's fine! It's fine. Really."
"Hey, Lotte..? It's not your fault. I fell down. "
frowns. "Because I shoved you."
shrugs. "I lost my balance. "
sighs. "Because I shoved you."
reaches over with his good hand to pat Lotte's lap, smiling.
glances over at him, pulling into the hospital parking lot, trying to smile back.
"Ah.. there we are. " He gets out of the car and looks around.
nudges him to the emergency room doors.
"... I don't like hospitals much.."
frowns. "Just...do it this once?"
sighs and grabs Lotte's hand, walking to the doors.
follows him, pushing the doors open and glancing to Johannes.
squeezes his hand tightly. "Nggh.. "
pushes him towards the lady at the desk. "Please?"
sighs, then looks over at the lady and glaaareeees.
elbows him in the ribs.
winces. "Lottttte! "
scowls at him. "you need to see a doctor!"
frowns. "...But. "
Lotte
is
tempted to elbow him. "You do!"
Johannes
will
kick him if he does so. "So!? "
glaress at him. "So go see one!"
grumbles and looks over at the lady. "...I.. think I broke my wrist. Could I get someone to help me? "
watches him with a triumphant smirk.
groans and pats his back, roughly.
(Internet died on my, babe, sorry. ;; )
yelps loudly. "Hey!" ((it's okaay. <3))
smirks a bit. "Ah, we gotta wait.. "
frowns. "Alright, fine." And he goes to sit in a chair, watching him.
goes over to sit down next to him, humming.
looks over at him, raising a bro.
leans against him. "..Thanks. "
smiles, reaching up to play with his hair. "For what?"
smiles softly. "For being here, for talking to me.. "
grins. "It's really nothing to thank me for."
kisses his cheek, not caring about the people around them.
flushes a bit, reaching for Johannes' uninjured hand and squeezing it.
chuckles softly, then stands up as he hears his name. "Ah.. Are you.. staying here? "
bites his bottom lip. "Do you want me to?"
glances away. "...Well, you don't like seeing it, right? "
sighs. "True....I guess I'll wait out here."
smiles slightly and nods, then ruffles his hair and follows after the nurse.
pouts after him, settling into the chair. Now...the wait.