Antonio
is
taking a siesta on his couch.
Lovino
is
going to kick him in the dick so fucking hard when he sees him next...
Antonio
is
dreaming about a certain Italian that he loves.
rings the doorbell, sighing.
wakes up, surprised and falls off the couch with a loud thud. "Um..coming!"
hears the thud, and realizes he's actually coming to the door. He looks around for a second before quickly hiding behind a nearby bush,
chickening out.
opens the door. "Hello?"
Lovino
is
quietly trying to sneak away... Before tripping over a rock and falling face first into the dirt. "Ow!"
looks over to the side, seeing him. "Are you okay Lovi?" He offers his hand to help him up.
"Ch - chigii..." Looks at him, blushing. "I - I'm fine, dammit!" Turns his head, crossing his arms. "I don't need your damn help.."
squats down next to him. "Are you sure? You seem.....shaken almost."
quickly stands, swaying from the sudden movement. "I told you, I'm fine!"
looks at him, just knowing something happened. "Lovino..."
sniffs, dusting himself off.
looks in his eyes. "Tell me the truth. Are you okay?"
blushes, his eyes welling up for a moment. "I'm fine." He sighs, blinking away the lingering tears. "I just hit my head."
takes his hand, pulling him inside. "Come in."
blinks and stumbles in after him. "Wh - what the hell?!"
closes the door. "Lovino...what happened?"
looks around. "I already told you, idiot! I hit my head!"
isn't believeing it. "What really happened?"
"I hit my head!" Points to the top of his head before rubbing it lightly.
kisses his forehead. "Lovi...you can tell me anything."
blushes and steps away from him. "I told you!"
looks to the side, hiding the tears threatening his eyes again
cups his chek and brings his face back to look at him. "Lovino, what happened?"
looks at him, then away with his eyes again. "Dont worry about it..."
isn't backing down. "What. Happened? If you don't tell me I am asking Hungary because she knows everything."
"She wouldn't know, anyway.." Looks down, giving in. "Just.." Takes a step towards him, resting his forehead against the others chest.
puts his arms around Lovi, instantly becoming worried. "Lovi?"
shakes his head, staying quiet.
tightens his arms around him. "That bad?"
brings his arms up and around Spain, clenching the fabric of his shirt in tight fists.
kisses the top of his head. "What happened?"
keeps himself quiet, his grip tightening as he sniffles.
just holds him, seeing that's what he wants.
Lovino
says
quietly into his chest. "I'll... Never forgive that bastard.." Pulls himself closer, feeling the most comfortable he has in a long time.
rubs his back gently. "Do you want to sit down?"
nods, not wanting to let go.
picks him up and carries him over to the couch, settling him in his lap
blushes at the action, but settles into his lap despite the slap to his pride. "Dammit.."
holds him protetively.
mumbles something in Italian before burying his face in the crook of Spain's neck. "Stupid asshole.."
hold him tightly. "I won't let anything happen to you. I'll protect you."
"Yeah, that's what I thought, too.." Sniffs, wrapping his arms around him again. "But you weren't there this time, dammit.."
freezes. "Lovi, I....*please* tell me what happened."
shakes his head, not wanting to risk anything being said to his little brother... "Nothing happened.. I'm fine."
tilts his chin up. "Lovino...I won't tell anyone..."
looks him in the eyes, heat rising to his face. "J - just.." Frowns slightly, trying to keep his angry front. "Th - that potato freak.."
cocks his head to the side. "What about Germany?"
looks away, his face now bright red. "H - he was drunk."
holds him tighter. "And?"
shakes his head, hiding his face again. "N - nevermind.."
Antonio
is
EXTREMELY worried now. "Lovi..."
without looking at him. "What..?"
"Please...you can tell me anything."
"He was drunk! And... No one else was at his house. I was waiting for you after you left with his brother and that wine fucker..."
"....and?"
groans, not wanting to say it. "He was just a fucking pervert!"
Antonio
is
all ears. "...As in?"
shakes his head, trying to get out of his arms now. "He just was!"
isn't letting go. "I'm so sorry..."
shakes his head. "You don't even know what he did. How the fuck can you say that you're sorry?"
"I wasn't there for you..."
scoffs and looks away. "Whatever.. It's done now.. And he... Stopped before anything... Too serious happened.." Rubs at his wrists, still
a little raw from where he was bound.
notices him rubbing at his wrists. "Lovi...your wrists..."
shakes his head. "Forget it." Drops his hands out of his sight.
"Lovi...tell me. I want to help you."
"I told you already, dammit!" Looks at him, angry tears in his eyes. "The potato freak was a fucking pervert!"
wipes his tears away. "How?"
looks at him, completely oblivious as to how he doesn't understand yet. "He dragged me into his fucking house, Spain!"
freezes, starting to cry himself. "Oh God, Lovi."
looks away, his face showing shame.
"I am *so* sorry. It's not yor falt. It's mine."
*your
"B - but... Like I said... He stopped before he did anything... D - drastic."
holds him tight. "....what did he do then?"
"I don't want to talk about it."
nods, kissing his head. "I understand."
settles back into his arms, closing his eyes. "Dammit.."
kisses the top of his head. "I won't let it happen again.."
"You'd better not, dammit.. That stupid bastard.. I swear, I'd kill him if I could.."
's tone turns dark. "Me too."
blinks and looks at him, his cheeks still red. "...?"
Antonio
is
getting mad. "He hurt you, love....I can't take that."
looking him in the eyes. "D - dammit.. You know how much I fucking hate you..?"
leans in. "Tell me."
swallows hard, but doesn't make an effort to get away.
Lovino
says
all he can manage to get out. "A - A lot."
leans in more. "I guess I deserve that..."
blushes, his heart skipping a beat here and there. "D - damn right you deserve it.."
leans in more, their lips barely touching. "What if I do this?"
swallows again, his eyes half lidded. "You deserve it even more.."
grins and presses their lips together gently.
's heart skips a beat. Thinks quietly for a moment before closing his eyes and returning the soft kiss.
pulls back to look at him.
stays still for a moment, still on cloud nine. Blinks, then blushes looking at him. "Wh - what..?"
smiles. "I love you Lovino."
looks away, his face completely red. Mumbles "T - t - ti amo.." Drops his head, adding quickly, "you bastard.."
merely smiles and kisses him again.
closes his eyes, wrapping his arms around his neck, returning it again.
pulls him close.
's eyes fill with tears, gently moving his lips against Spain's.
breaks the kiss. "It's okay to cry, Lovi."
shakes his head, keeping his eyes closed. "No. I don't want to, dammit.."
kisses his cheek. "It'll help."
opens his eyes to look at him. "I don't need to."
"Are you sure?"
"Y - yeah.." Leans his own forehead against the others. "I'm fine."
smiles and pecks Lovi's lips again.
pouts and looks away, his cheeks the only thing still red.
raises an eyebrow. "You not like that?"
blinks and looks at him. "Who said that?"
smiles. "You're pouting..."
"So? Doesn't mean I didn't like it.." Looks away, blushing still.
laughs softly. "Okay then." He kisses him again.
smiles lightly into the kiss, returning it. Pulls him closer to himself.
runs his tounge across Lovi's bottom lip.
shivers slightly, remembering what happened. Takes a deep breath, calming his nerves before opening his mouth for the other to explore.
gently explores Lovi's mouth, humming into the kiss.
blushes more, shyly playing with the Spaniard's hair. Presses his own tongue against the others to deepen it.
leans forward slightly.
tilts himself back with him.
Antonio
is
now hovering above him and starts trailing kisses down his throat.
shudders, his eyes closed.
trails kisses back up his throat to his mouth again.
kisses him back, his fingers playing through the others hair. Fingers twirling around locks, his other hand wrapped around his neck.
entwines his fingers in Lovi's hair.
sighs into the kiss, hoping to keep his hand away from that damn curl. "Mmm.."
hums, happy.
subconsciously deepens the kiss further.
's hand accidentally brushes the curl.
gasps, quietly moaning into the kiss. "Nn.." His face turns brighter, gripping his hair tight.
Antonio
likes
the sound of that and murmers. "Like that?"
"Y - you know what that does.."
"But do you like it? I'll stop if you don't."
blushes, looking away. "Y - yeah.."
lightly strokes the curl.
moans slightly, shivering against him.
kisses the corner of his mouth.
opens his mouth hungrily.
kisses his mouth passionately.
kisses him back, curling his toes lightly.
breaks the kiss and moves his hand. "You should really get some sleep, Lovi."
blinks then blushes, glaring at him. "Sleep?"
nods. "Yes, you've had a rough day, right?"
"That was the other day! I slept on it!"
"And I let you do that alone....I can never forgive myelf for letting that happen."
blushes. "It doesn't matter anymore.."
"I let that happen...I didn't protect you..."
"Just.. Let me stay here tonight, okay? Then I'll forgive you.." Nuzzles against him.
nods. "No problem."
sighs, looking away.
"What?"
"Nothing.." Cuddles, his eyes closed.
wraps his arms around him. "I love you, Lovi~
mumbles a 'ti amo' into his chest, with a content with what he got sigh. "..."