why are you so anxious?

I don't know... I feel torn between the stuff I want to do and the stuff I have to do I guess...

Thanks Ramp

I really wish that I could sort it all out... It just takes me so long to put it all into perspective. you know?

tries to use the "have to" time to get plan her "want to" time. It's a good balance.

lol but then I am neglecting my Have to stuff.... LOL

meant in between things and when you have a free moment. Use the have to time to get excited for wanting time.

this is true... lol I have a lot of time in between the have to do's... I guess I just need to figure it all out.. blah

thinks we all want to be elsewhere but you have to find ways to enjoy the right now instead of wanting to be elsewhere.

yeah it is more like being busy enough here so that I don't think about there....

thinks that is one way, just don't forget to smile and laugh once and a while.

lol yeah people will start to think that something is wrong if I don't

figures we work 40 hours of every week at least and it would suck to just waste it all waiting for something else.