if they are together,you are his i wonld be very sad

i hope you are not his

i hate a second to see him

because of you i now hate him to the hell

i pretnd

i pretend that i dont mind

but i do mind you being with him

i dont like him

when i tee go look at him in a *normal fun* way

*i tell you*

you say dont want

then

next minute you were looking at him

i notice it

and im speechless

no matter who mention the name of his my mood will change somehow but i hold it back

now i am trying to drft from you

*drift*

though before anything happens,someone told me to stay by your side..

but i break the promised

more than 2 person telling me to take care of you. .

wouldnt i feel sad

if M.she can be like me,can go home late,i think you two would be more than sister already

more than anything

you have your sister,dont need me.

i am nothing for now.

i wonder if i die will you cry for me?

i cried for you and her before

she cried for me and you before

you cried for her..

only

i am nothing

just a friend of yours which likes being with you

okay..

hope im not jealous

ive been trying so hard to control myself

control my feelings

conceal my feelings

every after school i would always wonder where you go after this.

and hope to see you in the canteen

but when i leave school,i feel stuffy inside

why?

i have the urge to go with you

follow you

but yet i want to try escape from you

because if i get too close with you

i scared my actions will make you dislike again

i dont want to end up like my history friendship

not talking to each other

when you didint talk to me i wont talk to you and iu will feel sad without you talking ti me

hai...

okay

i say out all what i think

now

i change

i

i will be more happy than ever

i am trying to do that

and

i now

will try to focuse in stufy]

study

bye...

oh.