don't blame it on yourself ehs , neither do you wish to have such mother .

but is god make it this way , will have to just go on this way .

i hate her,

maybe she care for you ?

i seriously hate her alot.

care?

laughs..

those strict cares .

but it may gone overboard , you can don't listen , but try to go with her ways .

nah.. A mother who don't wants her own daughter to enjoy during her birthday?

to make her thinks that you really change .

that will be long way to go.

ignore her ,

it takes time for a person to change.

i'm trying to.

thats why i've been venting my anger on my blog.

best is you could go somewhere quiet with no one around , and shout it all loud .

i've tried.

i cried.

no point.

lax , all she needs is time .

sooner or later , she will feel guilty .

then how about me? She dont even bothers.

hope so.

i guess she don't understand you well enough .

yeah i know..

do things that makes her understand you , and most importantly , prove to her that you can be good and bad at times .

study hard for your exams ! ^^

how, i've tried so many ways alreadyyy.

i tried..

perhaps you both really need some time to calm down , you go for counseling in school ?

sigh.

yeah, but it doesn't helps at all.

cheerup luhs .

sigh, trying to.

it does helps , if you trust that counsellor and open your heart .

she spreads things around my teachers. -.-

fag mom , no offend , but try to bear with it .

alright..

all you need is prove ^^ prove will make them lost of words (

hmm, i'm trying to.

thanks alot.

welcomeee , though i'm bit naggy ;O

its good to be naggy at times.

LOL , hahah , just hope people don't think i'm noisy ((;

hahah. ^^