so you honestly think its okay to go tell people about my personal life and then get MAD at me for finding out?

1. she already knew.

2. i'm mad cause you fucking lied to me about it.

1. lauren did not know before, but thanks for playing.

2. i technically didn't lie. i said no because at first, i didn't. then i did.

i didn't even tell lauren.

that's bullshit, she told me that you told her.

but nice try.

all i've ever done is stand by you and try to help you out and protect you

i don't tell people your secrets, ESPECIALLY things like that

and you know what? i'm sorry i didn't tell you about the cutting. i didn't wanna hurt you. and i know it hurt worse to read it over plurk.

but i wasn't thinking when i put up that plurk, it was spur of the moment and i couldn't go delete it

right. thats what you said before.

and look how that turned out.

you lied to me that one time when you went and cut, and i called you out on it when i saw the scars on your arm.

i didn't get mad, i comforted you.

but you decide to get mad. sometimes, i need someone to be here for me too. instead of being here for me, you get mad at me.

how do you think that makes ANYONE who cuts themselves feel, to have their best friend get mad at them?

don't turn this back at me.

that's bullshit jessica, complete and utter bullshit. if you're gonna blame me for cutting when you know you've done it too,

that's hypocritical

yeah, well at least i know when to fucking stop.

i've done it ONCE since june, cut me some fucking slack. don't even try to tell me that you haven't had relapses after long periods of time

yeah, but never fucking do it.

i've done it once. and it was ONE cut. sure, i regret it, but really you're blowing all of this shit way out of proportion.

whatever. im done.

whatever man.

you're just mad because you had no place to tell anyone about my personal life, and you did anyways.

wtf. im mad cause i don't get told anything.

and im supposedly your "best friend"

guess not.

well i'm sorry, i wanted to protect you.

either way, you'd get mad at me

and i feel like its pointless to tell you things about brett because you just think he's using me

and i don't know what you want me to tell you

because i don't know what you wanna hear anymore.

because it seems like everything i say nowadays upsets you.