i binged the rest of dandadan today and i'm going to play momo ayase i don't want to hear it

i'll catch up on the manga too but i don't want to hear it. of course i'm going to play her. look at her. she's perfect

yeah I figured

yeah

holds her up like simba. that's my girl

actually any of the four kids rn i'd play they're all so fun for different reasons

i recently decluttered my room... partially, i still have my desk and drawers to do, and a random bag of clothes... but it's freeing to have a lil more room on my side

and to move the majority of old fandom stuff doujin included out into the sunroom since i don't exactly have anyplace to like, give them away and reselling is bad

but i can actually get to my closest again so that's nice

ok ill play aira we can be mean girls together

omggggg pwease

our "negative" cr continues. but with canonical babes

our mean girls..

IT ALWAYS HAPPENS......

i got a lot of things i wanna do this year... i was thinkin about it when i was layin in bed and cleaning, and i know "you're never too old" but i also feel like i'm gonna get to things too late unless i push myself

this isn't going to include driving i'll bite the bullet on paying for gas fare and shit i'm terrified of driving and i enver will put myself in that driver's seat i'm solidedly in on that i don't care if it's a disappointment i'm going to be the gay that can't drive but doesn't get a hangover when she drinks a lot

grips ur hands in dandadan

we all have our roles

but... i would like to take the jlpt down in atlanta, i just have to really prepare myself for it since it's not. a cheap trip, be it driving or flight

so i want to make sure it's worth the effort and time and money

i'd also like to work towards getting a job in the ln industry in particular... reaches out hands. and medicating my adhd. i just need to see a doc about that one and convince them that i just mask well but i know i got it my thirty years of records show

on the more fun side i wanna get my ears pierced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate needles but i've been assured that you don't really feel a thing when a pro does it!!!!!!!!!!!

at least one pierced!!!!!! ideally both so i can wear two earrings!!!!!!1 but at least one!!!!!!!!

i gotta get my hair cut too... i still don't know how short i want it but it's getting down to my butt and it's a total pain to wash

everyone says it's sooooo pretty never cut your haaaaaaaair and then my family is all like ah nah if you want to then do it

strangers can say noooooooo don't cut it it's sooooo beautiful i wish my hair could be like thiiiiiiiis because they don't have to deal with it!!!!!!!

your hair can be like this too just don't get it cut!!!!!!!!! then talk to me!!!!!! about how it's sooooo pretty and omghhhhh why would anyone cut it!!!!!!!!!1

you can tell what i've been hearign and refuting a lot the past couple of months

i don't have any new year's resolutions i can keep except "try and do what i want no matter how long it takes as long as it gets done" which is what i had last year and was decently successful in, so i'll just keep it

there's been a lot of funk in my mind lately too... i'm working through it bit by bit since it's just like. stuff that won't ever have immediate change available, more picking at until it's fine

i'm otherwise well so i can't complain. well i can but not about that in particular

kicks feet... what else. this year marks the first in a while where my parents weren't arguing or yelling at each other on new year's so i hope it'll continue to be peaceful

grips hands in terrified of driving solidarity

thanks

also wrt body mods. one of the nice things there is that even if you do end up feeling it happening, there's a hard end to that sensation. like it happens and then it's done! it's over! follow your ear piercing dreams,

it's a hassle and i'm scared and i think i'd get very overwhelmed

yeah!!!!!!!! i got recs from a coworker of mine so. one day maybe

oh lmao just sitting in the driver's seat in a parked car gives me anxiety

then i can wear all the pretty earrings i see...

ooooohh yes yes nice,

sdngkjjd i can at least do that since i've had to help my dad a lot but driving....... i can't do other people on the road.

i've had an accident with every vehicle i was driving no lie. even the go cart of a friend's i ran into some neighbor's gnomes when i was a kid

i was Never fated

to be in that driver's seat

help

Official happy 2025 and cheering on your goals!!

the universe told you and you listened

thank you!!!!!! sacrifices will be made in my pursuit of a better self but i hope it won't be too bad

cadiai: LITERALLY THOOOOOOOO LIKE SAY LESS!!!!!! I WON'T

rip gnomes

GRIPS HANDS, SOLIDARITY,

i have to buy some stuff while i'm at work sunday... i need a better book to hold all of the letters and such i've gotten from people over the years, rn they're just sitting in a drawer and thats no good

i spent all of december playing metaphor and the first free day i had i watched anime instead. much to think about

some loser is trying to say they're going to do an expanded release this soon for it and 1. there's no way not in the first year 2. if they do i'll buy and replay the whole thing so fucking what

but it's more likely to be dlc releasing and the like. probably not even for metaphor. i know ds has stuff going on

momo is sooo good

she's soooooooooooooo good

everything about her and okarun... chefs kiss. cannot ask for more