Starting with [draw]

Fuck I meant

Welp. Awesome.

But starting with RL, 2024 kind of sucked the life out of me. Between losing my job (and still searching for steady income), having to move again, the elections, sickness and stuff in general my mental health has suffered a lot.

Oh and I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2 so add that onto my other Major Depression diagnosis and yeah.... it’s a lot.

Medication has also been an ongoing issue to find one that actually works and doesn’t have major side effects that makes me feel worse.

But I’m going to look for a therapist again so I can try to get more of that straightened out. It’s just that money is also an issue right now lol.

But 2025 will definitely be focused on health, both physical and mental.

RP wise, I’m glad I’m in a game again even if I started off strong but feel like I’ve declined in the last few months as everything snowballed.

And I feel like I burned some people in the wake of it so I’m going to focus on that, too, as well as being more open about stuff going on with me behind the scenes.

I kind of got into this cycle of feeling like shit but not communicating it to anyone and then isolating myself and I need to stop that.

So yeah, 2024 sucked ass. Here’s hoping that the next year is a little better.