So the obligatory "big THANK YOU to everyone in " has to come first. This game is like a foreign country for me, it was a big leap of faith to make my side account and come here, I know I don't really share a lot (not even my Discord) but I'm so touched

I've had a really fun time here all year. Everyone is so nice. We're all human and may have our disagreements or our slip-ups but we are all here to have fun and play a game and develop our characters and make art and mind our own damn business.

And just being able to log out when I feel like it has been... so chill and fun... I've been able to do so many different things.

But maybe log out... a little too much.

I have just not been doing too many comments per month. Making AC fine but there are still things I feel like I am not living up to.

However a lot of my buddies are doing similarly so I feel more like it's normal.

And I got more motivated during Cuddle Flood. And then with Pagan on the TDM... of course I'll possibly find another way to do it if he doesn't show up, but I'm glad this way could happen much sooner than waiting for another truth flood

So long as you're having fun, get what you have time for <3

I've been giving serious thought to Walter graduating and going home within the next two months. Because he's really tired of hurting people. It would also be really convenient this way because I feel like I can commit myself to a big push of activity during January and get over the edge and then be "free", which would also be before Yellowjackets S3

but he really would de-facto get demoted over Pagan lol which is good for a more true and lasting development. so i just do not know.

seeing the christmas presents trickle in even when I feel I haven't been very active through November and December means so much <3