If you saw my plurk I deleted, I'm okay, just old wounds.

Summary: Fuck my brother and SIL, my nephew is a gem and rest in power, Zooey.

sending love. I saw most of it, and that's a lot to carry.

Therapy helps, but it doesn't make it go away.

Like Malcolm told Abel: Be kind to yourself <3

I appreciated that, I say that all the time. "Be kind to you".

it's good advice that is hard to remember for ourselves

yeah, I have to remind David all the time. But I appreciate being reminded myself <3

OKAY. I have lots of tags, I need to finish my Secret admiral project today, lots to do.

Listening to some KH lofi to help me focus and it's very nice.

Makes me think of before all this shit happened.

I'd love to see updates as you work on Secret Admiral, if you're up to it. Try to be gentle with yourself today. <3

<3

I some how lost one of the tools that would help me do squares...but I will persist.

<333

tricia868: I am still using that Private plurk for picture updates. was going to tag until like, lunch and then get started.

Face My Fears (English Version)god this song is so good.

Just a sweet, beautiful young woman.

Oh my god. TMW you get cramps and realize that the utter despair you were feeling when you woke up wasn't just the life bullshit, but also period shit. OF COURSE.

I guess I should be happy it's now and not while I'm on vacation at the end of next week.

Periods

Some day I'm going to get a hysterectomy and it's going to be glorious

yeeterus

yes please

HURGLE much love and yes self-kindness

And maybe also hot chocolate

David ordered me taco bell...is that the same???

Oh my god.

Ody is sitting on my lap

and he just crossed both his paws over on my hand and meowed at me

TACO BELL COUNTS

The littlest gentleman

taco bell and cats good combo

BABY

YEET THE UTE!

and yes, good, Taco Bell and a perfect liittle gentleman to love you as you deserve (as well as your awesome Husbear)

David is a good bean. He was feeling it just as much as I was. It's like being around people who don't want you to exist. That and one of the ladies that's there has the weirdest vibes. he described her as "Get out" lady as in the horror movie get out

oh jesus, I'm sorry

at least you have each other and neither of you is dealing with that kind of shit w/no one who understands to support you through it

Yeah, I just feel bad that he goes for me. like he shouldn't have to

Ah well. I'm not ashamed of my family, just their views and the company they keep xD