i got an e-mail this morning saying that one of my sessions has chosen not to continue

which - i understand, it was the one where i never saw that student, and i'm actually kind of surprised it took them this long to pull it

but it's also still showing up on my schedule? so fucking

idk

i e-mailed to be like hey heads up they're still on my schedule

but that's 125 dollars i'm out, now, and that would have been really helpful going into the new year

i can work extra hours at my other job to make up the difference, but that job pays less so it'll take me longer

like twice as long

so i'm just

fucking tired

burrows under

also this is the second time i've tried to order this christmas gift for my mom. the first time it got lost and this time the package was wet. it hasn't reached me, yet, but the delivery service was like "hey fyi it showed up this way it's not on us"

and amazon is fighting me on the return/refund for the first one so like

fuckinggggg

cursed. cursed gift

that sounds utterly exhausting on all counts

ah, there it goes off my schedule, okay. officially dropped

/cuddles you and loves on
/Sending you all the love.

Oh, that's rough

thank you guys, i appreciate it. i'm not surprised, i'm just -- sigh. disappointed, i guess?

i've thrown my hat in for a couple more students but no luck