Even my attempts to get my meds for faster recovery keep having delays, soo my fatigue index has been 'bad' to 'severe'

So, uh... Replurkable for a little bit.

Extra hard mode has been that I've had no savella in my system for some of that time, because my previous rhuematologist ghosted me about what to do about my medication, and my new primary's appointment not being until later this week

Oh, put this in wrong, I guess. Cashapp: $LoveDemonia

So the reason why this is all keeping me from doing what I need, is that it's all been worsening my headaches. Words for too long literally hurt, and applications and forms are a lot of those. I've basically been taking a brain break since the last reply

thank you to those replurking! it's appreciated

also, for why this all leads to such bad headaches: occipital neuralgia and 2+ years of significant to severe sleep deficiency thanks to pain and other things

I've been mentally beating myself up about how I should offer something in exchange, but realized... If I had the bandwidth to do that, I wouldn't be in a position to ask for help like this.

I can't believe- will let this be an example of my brain not fully working. $60 will keep my account from being in trouble by a bill that auto-pulls every month. $250 is the total amount needed for all the month bills

I've been trying to connect to PayPal, but my account won't do that without a balance in it. So, with my limited energy, this is what I can offer: Tarot readings 5 + tip/bonus: one card pull
$10+ tip/bonus: 3 card spread
+$3 tip/bonus: rune pull added!

these are the decks on hand that you can either choose from, or have me choose by gut

my only restriction on questions is no medical questions

so, I live with Demonia--she NEVER asks for help. (and she's forbidden me from doing more than I already do. )

I don't wanna accidentally dox someone, but to you (you know who you are, I don't wanna out government names), thank you so much. Heck, I'll do a year-spread if you want!

and as it was being asked for- PayPal isn't cooperating with my bank still, but this is my profile?Pay Jessica Tatum using PayPal.Me

As per request, I can share pics of smiley! the second one, he isn't sad to be crated; it was morning and he was comfy, and I just took away his darkness

how dare you take away his darkness

please give him smooches

he gets so many smootches

He gets plenty of smooches

they're part of his bedtime routine

where he ends up being a lapdog on Demonia

(He very much knows he has two mamas and a papa who love him dearly.)

GOOD (he's such a good boy. I want only love and the best for Mr. Smiley)

All 75lb dogs are lapdogs... if the person has enough leg for it

<---does not have enough leg for it, but he tries anyways sometimes.

as is his right