things were better noong mag isa lang ako sa bahay. dahil sa aksidente, family relatives are here because of my safety? it was totally unexpected wtf. I do hope kapag nakarecover na ako, they would leave. Kasi kung puro ganito lang, im gonna hate myself even further. Throw her stuff away and shit kasi ganito ganyan. I can’t I gave her parents yung mga bagay.

Like stuffed toys that she liked, I do like that piggy off topic but still good. Her drawing board she wanted it before and I bought it for her. Naalala ko nanaman yung drawings niya noong magiging kami pa lang that was nostalgic as hell and that unfinished chibi version of her. sorry talaga meds are talking

Pero who the fuck does that to a non morning person na may scheduled seizure meds? I was genuinely pissed and my mom was not helping to the situation. hindi kami nag break up sa dulo in a bad way but in an accepting way ba. parang ano I just said, I need to help myself and I told her, I can’t be that person to you rn, sorry.

I was totally in the wrong, and sa tingin ko, I felt the need para masabihan niya ako ng mga masasakit na salita yk. I’ll learn from it and I was trying to be my former self before I met her in a better way. Hating someone who loved you the whole way through is stupid. I never asked for gifts If meron akong pera naman, I gave her stuff.

She’s this awkward girl who loves treasures almond choco, minions and her favorite stitch. I still smiled the first time that I met her sa theater arts namin. pinuntahan ko lang yung room nila for no actual reason at all to chill. Her minion cap that I can still picture in my head. HAHAHA. Pero I was this curious individual pero hanggang doon lang.