i'm doing the thing where i COULD go to bed, and i SHOULD go to bed, but my brain throws a toddler fit and says no stay up later

i know there's a term for it but i'm fried and can't think of it

i'm sure it's because i more or less have a bedtime while visiting parents not because they make me but because i'm expected to be up at a certain time and also because socializing just wears me the fuck out

so i'd been sleeping earlier and now my brain is like BUT WE CAN STAY UP NOW YEAH?

no, we can't, not when we have to wake up at 8:30 some mornings

so now i just feel like crispy fried fuck and i'm mad about it

managed to close my eyes for a half hour or so between classes, but i feel like a longer nap is needed after my day ends

thank you lovely