sotrp
I NEED TO WRITE THE DONNIE POSTS.....i'm always so tired ,-_- and just want to play games, so i think i'll write them by hand while i'm at work and just transcribe/rework them when i get home
that'll work better i think
as for tagging, i'm having a bit of a harder time tagging with him because he's not as fun/whimsical rn but i knew that would happen and i'm gonna very much enjoy the event and also getting him back to a place where he can be Sillay again
hug feel free to reach out/dm me whenever if I can help
we all reachin for silly donnie
he's gettin there
he'll be sillay again. he can make it
oh yeah
SO FOR NOW
(just for now)
he's not a huge focus but i MUST get these posts written in the next like. week. SO!!! gotta roll my sleeves up and get that done
as for cloud i'm having a lot of fun with him
he's loosening up a bit here and there, but there are some things and topics that wind him right back up super tight
tha'ts the ptsd!!!! and he's getting to a point where he wants to start unraveling that horrendous ball of trauma and be a better person, but it's very!!! difficult!!!!!!!! for him
which makes it extremely fun and interesting for me to write
he's super into his girlfriend and boyfriend, and he's SO CONFLICTED about his teenage enemy, and he's very slowly making friends here and there while also coming to the realization that he...doesn't want to go back home
not right now, anyway
i am tempted to do mean things to him bc i love making him crazy, but who knows what the hell maybe i'll do some wild shit like write a fanfic to satisfy that urge
we can find ways to be mean to him im sure
i am definitely gonna app sorey because he's a good boy and he rounds off my folkmore set so neatly
legend and Good Pure Boy, which is so different from my other two!!! he'll be fun and i can diversify how i play
i would really like to try zale at lab 
he's completely new and fresh meat, never played him before, but i love the canon and characters so much
PLUS also bc nobody plays from sea of stars (or like maybe 3 ppl do including me) then nobody can judge me for being OOC if i suck 
he's a good boy but he's also a lil shy so it's ok if he's quiet sometimes too. also he's other things that could affect how interactive he is and that would be fun to play with
i'll be sad he won't get his powers most of the time but uhhhh maybe i won't be all things considered. he's a lil game break-y so half his powers wouldn't work in any other game anyhow
LAST BUT NOT LEAST....
i really wanted to want to play koana and honestly i...kind of still do
but i think i need more
"nobody plays from sea of stars"
looks at my entirely open weekend starting when I clock out at 4am
looks at my entirely open weekend starting when I clock out at 4am
idk if he's got more screentime in the new patch stuff, i haven't done it
spacemoth: if you like it enough to want to play from it i'll break down into tears just sayin
BUT KOANA
honestly i also have to wonder if i actually would rather play my WOL and i just am fixating on koana bc i actually have icons for him and he's also miqo, but i do like him
sister-obsessed abandoned sad boy who is a dipshit science know-it-all is kind of up my alley
BUT HE'S NOT MIQO ENOUGH /SLAMS DOWN HANDS
however
if i play him
i could MAKE him more miqo AND. make him CONFLICTED about it bc of his hangups about tradition that i doubt he got over completely in the span of six weeks
AND. make him CONFLICTED about it bc of his hangups about tradition that i doubt he got over completely in the span of six weeks
"what do you mean not miqo enough" i'm a furry specifically for ff14 catboys, next question
he does get a lil more screentime in new patch i took a bunch of screenshots lmao
i havent finished yet but i was thinking of u
REACHES GENTLY FOR KOANA even if you wanna do some dumb psl on the side i will play with u
I MAY WANT TO DO THAT............sorry i'm just such a Slut for miqo boys doing head bonks
its good shit
WHAT IF............HEAD BONK A LITTLE SISTER......
once i finish patch and xs nordics i should get back to sea of stars also i was having fun with those easier-mode addons sob
HEAD BONK HER SO GOOD
if it helps they made it a lil more easier with some updates o/
yeah i updated it the other day!
HEAD BONK A SISTER.....
SHE'S SO BIG SO HE MAKES HER SIT DOWN FIRST
good to know i will check when i get there. i think im pretty far into nordics now, idk how much more i have left but surely
god i love how big she is as the little sis
starting out as this tiny kitten girl and suddenly shes a tree
he gets a step stool to head bonk her properly
koana lookin at her like shes still baby
IT'S THAT MEME LMAO
slaps table, SIBLINGS
WHEN U LOOK AT UR GROWN BABY BROTHER/SISTER
and it's got the normal adult sibling arguing and switches to big sibling POV and then the adult sibling is now a toddler like AH BA BA BABA
that's koana with wuk lamat
he's like i respect her and she is more than enough of a leader for our people but i will still support her and this country to the best of my ability but also
WE'LL SEE I do love stories with strong written characters and it sounds like sea of stars fits that so 
when she complains she is not saying words. she is doing baby hroth growls and going "ANBAHM. BABABAMMMMMM"
sometimes shes a stupid babygirl goin abuhbahabuah and sometimes shes an amazing leader and we all love her for both ok ok
spacemoth: HONESTLY, THE WRITING IS SO GOOD. it's kind of minimalist; not in that the dialogue is sparse but in that "we have limited space" old JRPG sort of way, but still allows SO MUCH ROOM ahahhhhhhhhhhhhh i don't know how to say it right. the writing is SMART idek how else to say it
im not that far in but honestly agreed its very oldschool jrpg and cute af
fontech: koana ruffles her hair and he's like "have u been cleaning your ears? you never clean inside your ears properly" and checks and she's like I AM LITERALLY SITTING ON THE THRONE. COULD YOU HOLD ONTO THIS FOR LATER
what if i played koana even more intensely doting than the game makes him
jkdsghd THERES A DUDE IN FRONT OF US WAITING TO BE JUDGED-
you should, no one can stop us
what if he's like "now that i'm not a transfer student anymore i'm going to be so Annoying about you"
"i already got the job i dont have to impress anyone"
HONESTLY tightly written and smart is a great way to say it, I know exactly what you mean
side note I am laughing so hard about those two donnie tags I just got
we appreciate your boy so much <3
circling back i guess i better make some decisions and write an app huh
HONESTLY, NO RUSH....i'm not even sure if i'll be apping sorey this upcoming cycle or wait for the next one
either's fine. i think their current thread (and/or the one with aziraphale) is good enough for a sample, and if it's ready ahead of time i can just toss it whenever
im assuming you want meebo lmfao feel free to say hold off and give sorey time to settle 
Kayjayyy: KJ im so sorry for him.....kill him honestly
fontech: LMAO YEAH SURE I WOULD LOVE TO NOT HAVE UR MEEBO 
be serious!!!!!!!! I WANT MEEBS 
...so you know. I did realize after we finish wrapping up that thread, the next time Vincent shows up in Cloud's life it's probably going to be to maaaybe speak about the Familiar bond. But first I owe scene to runedwriting e.e I am a bit behind because of crazytimes. e.ed
Er. The familiar bond with mini 6.6
REACHES FOR U TO COME TO LAB
maruah: YEAH HMU
i think zale will work better than baku bc he can be patient even when he's not happy about it and he's not openly hostile to literally everybody
aziraphale HEYO so cloud doesn't wanna talk to cad again until aerith learns and casts like, zone of truth on him to make sure he's not Fuckin with him bc he's also helping sephiroth
WOUD YOU
either wanna thread this out with cloud and aerith, thread it out with aerith and cad, thread it out with all three (maybe no given how slow i can be), or handwave?
I’m happy to thread it out between them!!
we can hand wave her agreement but still do a thread?
OK we can probs tack it on to the existing inbox thread we got goin on o/ yea fontech ?
sure!
time for me to engage in some foolishness ig
egg foolishness is always fun to wtach
lmfao CLOUD WHO YOU TEXTIN PRE SEX are you asking sharon how to lube an asshole
LMFAO
dont text too long
zack in his room with his pants off like HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO GET WATER should i go get him
HE IS HOPING ITS QUICK
oh my god CLOUD
he walks back in, dick out, with aerith on speakerphone
zack, naked and erect: hi aerith
aerith: i think this might go better if you facetime me
cloud: really?
aerith: oh yeah definitely
aerith: oh yeah definitely
aziraphale pls confirm
what if cloud took long enough that ZACK texted sharon-
IM SOBBING OK PLEASE DO THAT
5 mins later and cloud bursts in like I KNOW HOW TO FUCK YOU and at the same time zack is like I KNOW HOW TO GET FUCKED and they're like 
at each other fgicjcudjvkv
at each other fgicjcudjvkv
fhfjkgjgkl
then simultaneously like -AWESOME and then sex
leo's gonna be so proud next time he sees either of them
lobselvith things could be happening here
Omfg lmfao do it text her
spacemoth: LEO IS A CHILD AND POSSIBLY??? A SAHAGIN???????? NOT SURE STILL ON THAT POINT
cloud what are you calling him a slur for HE'S PROUD OF YOU
sahagin are very respectable turtle monsters that they only kill on occasion
NEITHER OF THOSE ARE A SLUR?????
aerith like damn i wanna. anyway where's my invite??? or at least video it or SOMETHING
gurl let them have the first time without an embarrassment audience 
you can come every time after that
you can come every time after that
next time... she's on you both
babe sandwich
SCREAM OK GIRL DANG!!! KINK WIT IT!!!
FSDJKGJSDG LAUGHS
aerith sandwich next
(if aerith did want to watch the show tho zack would not refuse)
she can watch next time uwu
and participate
cloud probably doesnt initiate/engage v often but you can BET if they are havin sex and invite him or otherwise indicate he's welcome, he's gonna watch
zack and aerith goin at it sending cloud a ping like EY CLOUD C'MERE
they leave the door open purposefully
they have an emoji that gets sent whenever they're getting down
zack moaning through the door like ohhhh sure wish aerith was here too... hmmmmmm
she'll deliberately wait outside to draw it out
silence and then they're both like WE CAN HEAR Y- YEAH YOURE BREATHING SO LOUD!!! GET IN HERE
throws something at the door C;MERE
FJKSDJGDSKGJ OK COMING
she comes in like heehee 😈 im a little tease devil and the boys are like WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE
they both find it so endearing but react in opposite ways about it
zack like OF COURSE YOU ARE QUEEN YOU GOT US SO GOOD and cloud like whatever tease devil get down here so i can eat you out
FSJDGKSDJG and she loves them both
AERITH DUAL WIELDING GENIUS, GET YOURSELF A WIFEGUY AND A TSUNDERE
we respect a queen who knows what she wants and gets it
^ see? wifeguy
aerith is a lil goblin girl who is sweet and good and more of a sassy tease than she lets on
wifeguy himbo
what a combo
honestly? godtier
Kayjayyy im sorry for the big feelings 
it's fine
april didn't need her heart anyway
they haven't even gotten to the real crux of the problem!!!!! that donnie just straight up doesn't trust casey like family!! because he takes 1 batrillion years to process his negative emotions and everything connected to it and never discussed it with anyone so it just stews and festers!!!
april's missing a few too many jigsaw puzzle pieces she's just like "......I have no idea what to say to this, fuck"
she should say that
she's at the very least gonna think it real loud lmfao also PLURK TELL ME WHEN PEOPLE RESPOND it's been so drunk lately
okay............i need to clear out some of these older tags
it's not even work that's been so mean lately, it's genuinely not bad
it's the fucking commute
sitting in back-to-back traffic an hour each way every single day is really tearing at me
woof that sounds awful
at least if it was a train or bus i could sit and read or write or draw or do literally anything
in a car i can't even watch something
i just want to pull out my eyes and scream until i pass out
do you at least have good music or podcast or something :c
not at this point, it's been too long
i'll get new material somehow, i don't exactly have a choice here
thank you for the support love
i don't have energy to be outwardly grateful
but thanks
i dont need anything dear, take it easy
god. that kind of commute is soul sucking, I don't blame you for being so out of it
lmao it occurs to me that april probably can put together what the problem is because she's lowkey been goin 'how do i talk to donnie about the fact casey thinks donnie hates him b/c of the portal'
which ironically is the whole reason she asked what donnie thought of him to begin with. but she's still coming at it from the wrong angle 
he doesnt think donnie hates him at least 
he asked that directly lmao
he asked that directly lmao
yeah donnie never did answer that "do you like him" question
get his ass on it april
he tryin to dodge up in here
(on purpose? probably not maybe not)
also god driving to work for an hour and back is just godawful I am sorry
at laest on a train or something you can do other shit (with the negative of having to deal with Other People, but)
does he even know 