god we are tired

we need a job I know that I know we need a job PLEASE stop telling us everyyy day we've been trying to get a job for 3 years please we can't magically make people hire us

we dropped out of high school we can't drive we can't even be in a car without throwing up

and we can't get on disability because who gives a fuck

genuinely things would just be better if we killed this body it just doesn't matter even if we did get a job we couldn't keep it there's no way we could handle 8 hours in a random fucking place we can't be away from home that long without having a panic attack

we just need to get it over with we can't get help and no one gives a shit about us anyway why does it matter

things get better and then get worse and worse until we break

it doesn't matter it doesn't matter

who cares anyway we weren't going to make it much longer