there is nothing quite like writing a new kink scenario for the first time, especially when you are not into the kink at all

& discovering how to write about it in a way you can relate to / finding the appeal

especially when you're still like "no, this is not for me" but at the same time "Oh I get it now"

brought to you by my current smutty BNHA fic

i relate to this

I have now stacked several of these into one scene/chapter

things I have either never written or not in like a decade: petplay, pantyhose, momentary light footplay, absolutely excessive lube, foreplay as therapy for an amnesiac

that's certainly a combo

this fic is kind of bananas

the chapter