i just. Grrr i can function that’s what matters I’ve explicitly communicated with other mates that unless im having a bad episode i dont need to be pulled
i also just dont feel like it makes much sense to go away and sulk in headspace because i’m already doing it out here.. so like

like yes. I understand i can be extremely inconsolable. and that’s fine sigh but i know it can get annoying. i lurk but i let others do what they need to do (‘they’ honestly just meaning satoru most of the time)