🎸 You guys haven’t forgot about me, right?
(don't say that )

💭You’re all unforgettable to me
🎸laugh And I want to be even more, I want to sear our brand, our names into your hearts
🎸Stronger than a tattoo (this got me so bad...)

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I know, not everyday is the best day, we all have really bad days, and maybe things aren’t going well.
But I’m here. Everyone else is here too
We all support you, we’re very proud of you.
Don’t give up. Keep moving forward.
And I know you got this.

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I say that to myself all the time. Whenever I just want to give up, whenever I just want to fall.
And I know that nobody’s gonna pick me up.
I always repeat that to myself.

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If I don’t pick myself up, if I don’t continue. Then nobody will help me, nobody will be there for me.
Even though that’s not true, I have to mentalize that and keep moving on, keep working hard, keep going forward, keep doing my best, and never let myself down.

(When I needed this the most…
The people around me are not good at giving compliments or affirmation, and I didn’t expect anything like that either.)

(I used to cope with dark emo songs to cry and blame the world, then wake up and pretend everything was okay.)

(Until this angel bumped into my life and lit up my world with the sweetest words, I hadn't pushed myself into that deep space ever since )

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I like getting very vulnerable with you guys. I feel like I’m safe to doing it with you guys.
If you known me for this long, you know that I’m very close to myself.
And I’m only like this when I know I’m safe, and I’m in a safe space.
You guys definitely help me with letting my guard down.
And I can trust you, right?