honestly just been crazy for the same person repeatedly for almost 2 decades. 🤷♀️ pero ofc i know where i stand and i am happy naman as friends and just giving my love (applies to anyone). kaya i tried naman repeatedly to move on, resist and entertain other people.
pero yun din realization ko this year as i tried to get to know new people (a lot of people for the past few years actually): di ako willing enough to commit sa iba KAHIT NA pwede naman kasi ikaw, ikaw yung gusto ko
im still not closing doors to anyone else ofc kasi alam ko di naman tayo magiging more than this and eventually you'd be with someone na para sayo. deserve ko din yung talaga g gusto ako haha.
pero for now di muna ako magreresist masyado, ayaw ko muna magentertain ng ibang tao and gusto lang kita mahalin haha kahit di mo ibalik kebs lang
kahit na masaya lumandi, haha mej unfair sa mej seryosong kalandian coz my mind is occupied ng ibang bagay
haha tanga na kung tanga 🤙