They are unbearably romantic

Also like incredibly unhealthy and deranged but. That just makes it better

Genuinely started crying last night over what was supposed to be a sexting thread. I’m normal.

They are so unequipped to be in love in a way that is not deeply unhealthy and destructive but they care about each other so MUCH

did Ashura break Roulette or did he give Roulette a safe place to be broken

Absolutely the latter

He doesn’t have to pretend he knows how to be a person anymore

Ashura gave him the safety to stop holding himself together

Even if that safety is the certainty of his murder

The Finality taking his Path over is very restful for him

insert--

cackle

with his smug icon too

Of course he’s smug about it

of course roulette had a big effect on him too

Roulette unquestioningly even eagerly accepting him being Destruction

yes

it helped him be much less conflicted about his Path

if he hadn't accepted him as Destruction I don't think he would have achieved the purity of intent needed for Nanook to choose him as a Lord Ravager

He was more conflicted, when his only emotional tie was to Clementine

exactly

Roulette couldn’t do anything but accept someone who treated him the way Garnet did, tender and cruel

okay I'm home from work I can cry about them now

the way roulette would never stop ashura destroying him but he worries his murderer will miss him after there's nothing left T_T

he wants ashura to have things like the fingerbone earring so he at least has a little bit of his doll with him

aww

he'll probably seal up their rooms when he's gone and go in only rarely

but he won't destroy them

awwww

they're not his rooms, they're their rooms

it's not like HE needs that much luxury

but he wants to take care of his doll perfectly <3

yes exactly

he doesn't want roulette to experience even discomfort unless he himself is intentionally causing it

precisely

he'll probably get him some crutches so he can get around the rooms when Ashura isn't there since he can't be there 24/7 and if anyone else tries to touch his doll he'll kill them

like he did the voidranger!

no prostheses, absences will never be replaced <3

yes rip helpful voidranger

it had to touch him to bring him to ashura but. it was touching his doll

he could tolerate that as a human

as a lord ravager? absolutely not

no one but him will ever touch roulette again

absolutely no one

which might be a horrifyingly lonely prospect in any other situation but roulette doesn't want anyone but his murderer around anyway

may have cried about them so much I tired myself out and I have to go to bed... I am very sleepy

to be fair I also went to bed at Too Late last night for. uh. also because of them

sleep is important

even more important than roe mints

sleep is less fun than Rome Ants

that's for sure

I think I had a dream about them last night actually. I don't remember any details though

nice

my brain wants to continue tagging while unconscious

it's doing its best

Lies face down on the floor and weeps. They’re so in LOVE

Roulette worries about Ashura so much T_T

puts hands on roulette's shoulders

babe your boyfriend became an immortal titan of destruction with a plan to destroy the IPC I think he's gonna be fine and has enough to keep him busy when you're gone

(it's very cute)

But roulette doesn’t want him to be lonely!

(Roulette knows he was lonely, before he had his murderer)

awake, time to... cry more... I'm so normal about them

it's too much feelings

lies on ground

they're so tragic

caring for each other in the only ways they know how

they're not healthy!!!

they're really really not!!!!

neither of them know how to have a relationship that is healthy at all

and roulette doesn't know how to be a person

and ashura doesn't know how not to hurt

and LR jing yuan is just sitting in the back of my head eating popcorn and thinking this is all adorable

(he strongly approves of this relationship because destroying something you love brings even more destruction than destroying something you hate because you destroy part of yourself as well)

godddd

(and so he'll take blade apart himself--)

(it's very inspirational!)

just this forever

mhm would the power of an emanator of destruction overwhelm the power of an emanator of abundance

good question

maybe jy can just promise to push him into a sun

there's definitely a point that's irrecoverable

pushed into a sun was the proposed end for hoolay, after all

fuckin idiots out here like 'let's just lock the warhead up and torture him for centuries this will not bite us in the ass'

(Still rotating warhead Feixiao lmao)

yessss