Hello!

I've been trying to fix my atrocious sleep schedule and the last two days I actually woke up at a good time lmao

I keep falling back to sleep till 3-6pm lately and I hate it. I love sleep but I don't want to waste that much time in a day

\o/ - I will be finally tagging you back sometime today gklsjdjklgsd I got got by this week

No worries!

I'm very excited for rp stuff

So let me talk about some stuff ive been busy with starting with that lmao

It's im excited to do stuff for Meteion, but the lack of icons bothers me so I have to make them myself. So I haven't done anything yet because of working on that and I'm just kicky feet impatient because I want to do the event and stuff, even though I haven't read it in full yet

But I do have a good amount of icons made now and I've reached ragnorok screenshoting and shared consciousness iconning. I don't want to do anything until that's done

So eventually I'll get to it lmao

But I've also been trying to juggle my other projects with actual fun gameplay

I've been trying to finish my Persona 5 Tactica overlay and I got a lot of good progress done lost night. I'm so close to being done. It's really just animating frames that's taken me a long time lmao.

It was about 51 frames to do one animation, 9 for another in that same overlay... And now the one I'm working on is about 82 of them.

I had them all down before and then I realized some copied the wrong ones so I've been redoing it while double checking that it's the right stuff last night lmao

I'm about at 52 of 82 as of last night before forcing myself to go to bed to avoid staying up till 8am restless again

So that'll be what I try to finish here soon, but I do need to look for more jobs again to see if anything new has come up. Try to shift through remote stuff again (and get overwhelmed with it again)

I've also been working on another overlay because I've decided to splurge on something I've wanted for a long time recently. I don't have money to spend on stuff like that with no job, but then I realized that I still had my vacation funds that I was working on before. I highly doubt I'll be able to do a vacation any time soon now so I used that to get

What I wanted and I've been getting updates on it lately that makes me really excited. So I've being doing a new overlay to go with it. I have a basic silhouette down for it so I started to add more detail to it one night, but I lost 2-3 hours of work, so I threw my hands up on the air and gave up for the night going to bed.

The plus side is most of that time was me trying to figure out how I wanted to do it and now I know. The work isn't exactly difficult, I just have to redo it. So it shouldn't take too long to redo it now that it's figured out.

But I set that aside to try to get Tactica's done since that really needs to be finished. But I've also been trying to make steady progress on that one as well. The thing I splurged on and this new overlay I'm trying to leave as a surprise, so I haven't brought it up to many people yet with updates or details, but it's hard for me lmao.

I'm an excitable person that's like "PLEASE PERCEIVE THIS " for a lot of stuff lmao.

So it's not easy to try to keep it to myself lmao. But I'm super excited to make progress and get updates, even if I can't share them just yet.

I also need to update my RPG maker layout for Misao and Mad Father. Add on Ib since that's next to be Streamed, which shouldn't take too long. Just need to work on it. But it's kind of back burner with the other stuff going on

Game stuff, I caught up with 7.1 stuff for the most part besides the raid. I need to do that yet. I was doing reset with a friend but she's did the raid with a group and I missed it. So I need to just get it done. I also want to glam crafting with outfit system in place

I miss my plugins but I'm running into a few things. I do want to do them, but because it's new people have jacked to prices on stuff (surprise) and even with my ff14 wealth, I refuse to spend 400k for 1 thing that's not usually that much. So I'm waiting on a few things to drop in price. I've also been trying to focus more on Meteion icons

So trying not to get wrapped up in crafting because I know how I get with that. I also really want to do new house stuff with the minimalist interior, but need makeplace to update for that

I'm so damn excited for the housing stuff

Meanwhile I want to play more Overwatch Classic while it's here, but I can't play OW like I used to do I've been slowly looking at that. I want to get back to FFXVI again too. It's been a while since I've last played because of all of my projects

I have been fighting bad brain again and had depression hit me hard as I was trying to sleep last night... Thankfully I was tired so it didn't keep me up, but feeling like i need to separate myself from certain stuff at this point had made me feel... Not great. I don't know if it's the right path for me, but I think I've at least got a direction to go in now

I think this is probably for the best for me and others involved. I don't want to go into detail with this here right now, but I'm fighting the good fight.

For now, I'm just feeling better lately because I have things to be excited about now. Which is a far cry to how I've been lately. I haven't felt excited by much lately

So I'm hoping this is a good push to my general mental health, but it's definitely kept me super busy. Probably more then I should take on honestly, but I think having so many projects lined up might help keep my bad thoughts at bay.

Lmao channeling Mikasa's workaholic coping mechanism I guess.

Meanwhile been trying to keep streaming on a good schedule, even if I don't think I have much of a reach compared to everyone else. I've been trying to tell myself to not worry about that. I'm doing this because sharing stuff I like it's why I started. I don't want numbers to affect my mh, but it's definitely not easy to dodge. Im doing the best I can though

Overall, I feel like I've improved in enjoying the things that I like doing again. I get days that I just don't have interest in doing my hobbies anymore so I'm glad its coming back to me slowly

Anyway I think that's most of it. I just wanted to share his things instead of mh stuff for a change and I'm hoping this is the push I need

ANDDDDDD TACTICA OVERLAY FINISHED FINALLY

I found something else I would add, but that would require me to REANIMATE 82 FRAMES to do so, so I said fuck that LOL

I think it looks really good. The stars are... a little iffy since it's missing a few frames at the end but I couldnt be arsed to keep trying after this long... it's functional enough

So I'm really proud of how it came out despite that