my wife has been in a near-constant panic attack since late monday night, but it wasn't at crisis level until Tuesday morning.
I have been just trying to work with things and get it together. I've been in several different directions, and I am underfed (not a bad thing I guess), underslept (eh), undermedicated (not good) and distracted.
with fucking Yamtits getting elected we're both worried, but she's in full on panic mode, and spends more time sleeping after panic attacks to just avoid the world. I've had to cover with her boss, and next I need to work with her therapist and maybe find some intense therapy to deal with.
she's of Puerto Rican descent, and is wondering what happens if she gets reported as an "illegal" by some fuckface.
I am trans, and considering the MAGAts spent, apparently, $130 per trans person in the US on anti-trans ads, and their Project 2025 plan talks about how trans people are innately pornographic just by existing, and that pornographers should be jailed, well, that's gonna make things worse for me.
I'm just drained. and I need to get some meds and a new scrip for one of them.
I'm sorry. I'm really fried right now. I talked to my therapist today and she gave me some things to work with.