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3 months ago
[uspol] well that doesn’t feel like it can possibly be real. ugh. if a customer says anything to me about the election today I may burst into tears
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3 months ago
My dissociative disorder and I are besties I am just not going to experience the gravity of this event it is going to bounce off my skull
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3 months ago
It is making it difficult to care about anything, including getting ready for work
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3 months ago
Just loud static in the brain
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3 months ago
I’m surprised my mom hasn’t texted me
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3 months ago
do you want me to call?
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3 months ago
Maybe
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3 months ago
I have got to get up. I have been hitting snooze for an hour I have to get UP
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3 months ago
Looking at tags just produces a dial tone in my brain there is nothing happening up here
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3 months ago
I want to distract myself with rp but there’s just nothing
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3 months ago
awww
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3 months ago
Oh. I texted my mom and she like. Carefully didn’t misgender me and I am almost crying about that
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3 months ago
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3 months ago
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3 months ago
I keep checking my email like something is going to appear there somehow. It’s just a nervous tic at this point
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3 months ago
I could read the half dozen chapters of Lomonaaeren’s new whatever the hell this thing is I guess
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3 months ago
I’ll be fine. I’m always fine
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I am visibly Jewish in public am I gonna get hate crimed
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No one is going to hate crime me in my own store and I don’t go anywhere else
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3 months ago @Edit 3 months ago
My brain says the only music I should listen to is the playlist labeled “angsty sixteen”
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3 months ago
Was listening on my lunch break and now I’m absently singing Evanescence’s Tourniquet lol
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3 months ago
I feel vaguely guilty about how fine I am
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3 months ago
my brain is like 'you know what you should do? just go to bed right now at 7:30pm. consciousness is a scam.'
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3 months ago
which. does probably mean that I'm stressed/anxious somewhere that I'm not feeling it, because unconsciousness is one of my brain's favorite coping mechanisms for stress/anxiety
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3 months ago
goddamnit brain I want to play veilguard
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3 months ago
I don’t think I actually experienced an emotion at all today. I have been “generically pleasant” at all times
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3 months ago
The only things that came close to breaking me were my mother carefully not misgendering me and Matt being sweet, and neither of those were negative break though of course having any emotions opens the door to all of them so those are unfortunately also disallowed
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