So uh Friday some total bullshit happened at work. Saturday I'd had preexisting plans to party the whole day. Sunday I'm decompressing after that. Monday... I expect more bullshit at work. Tuesday uh. Personal details redacted.
Oh god I gotta edit HMD into the subject line when I can...
This is so relatable. I hope you can catch a break at some point
I haven't even been able to do activity check at this exact moment (though I do have it)
Walter here like well the Narrenschiff is basically post-nuclear now but at least if Cap'n brings in another character there might be some quantity of psych pills lying around. that Malcolm didn't take not that he's bitter!
There's a variety that many different characters might only need one of. Wrow
Great thing about TLV is i can feel productive even if I only tag my warden for a few days (I checked and it had been less bad than this but that's how it FEELS)
Yay!
i dont think ive tagged anyone other than harry and tendi in weeks. and like 1 or 2 walter tags
I'm almost certainly not doing anything new for another week plus. I'm pacing myself. Meeting Harry and Cater will be a priority but when I can apply myself. In Harry's case there may be a new open prompt in future and that one can be it,
Yeah um today is another colors tcg day
I think at this rate I'm going to have to be very selective in port activity. Like at some point I'll be able to return to my current activity okay but more stuff on top of that? idk. Maybe I could set it up like port is JUST movie club adventure
I don't know what Monday is gonna look like
My plan is uhhhhh
Start the rest of canon review around 5 PM today
Then we'll see what Friday holds
Start the rest of canon review around 5 PM today
Then we'll see what Friday holds
I've been playing since March tbh maybe this is a factor...
alright... I think post-port coma is the way to go. this will give me peace and clarity. I'm doing hella thanksgiving stuff anyway
take a break! Good luck with Thanksgiving things! (I gotta get on that, too...)
Y E A H
as long as my lovely RP friends are into it, I basically think that at some point I'll get back into the swing of things... but have plenty of pre-port stuff to work on, so that I don't need to add more
Such a mood. It's good that you're taking the time with the coma. I hope it helps ease some stuff 
Update: literally what I did today was tidy up my email inbox that had 300+ notifications for reasons
No tags but this reread of threads helped
I don't have port ideas yet... it's been a strange day
I'VE DONE A TINY ROUND OF TAGS ON WALTER'S MOST RECENT NETWORK POST
.....I am sorry for Hanna
Ok well. IRL morale has been super bad so I'm not going to be able to write this substantial material before I leave for the movie theater. But it's coming
!!!!!!!!
im lol'ing
walter gettin wild
"what kind of cult you've ever been in" just really made him SNAP
edited "some trashy chapter" to "one of those trashy chapters" to emphasize that they are real
i can't decide if there's anything at this point that would improve arthur's opinion of walter but seeing him lose his shit like that would definitely be a bit vindicating for him
truly thank god this is locked
I miss threading with Arthur. I might have to send Walter to Vox Machina Girl
Hanna kind of wants to punch him. Oh man. When the short kings yell at each other.
honestly when I was saying before like oh my canon review is helping me think of how Walter would focus on the positive!
that has turned out to be more like
retaining the will to live after what happened
retaining the will to live after what happened
believing actual morals exist is a separate, less intractable but very much still present problem
The will to live is important, Walter!
the "i want to hide in my cabin and die" phase of graduation is real, dont let it get you walter!
i think walter and pike would be hilarious as an aside
Did Zichen remove the restrictions?
Hanna is getting shanked because he's convenient and was very nice to Collins and gave him some good music recommendations.
it is funny to me because this is happening IN the library and Collins and Hanna are Walter's coworkers FROM the library so I do think that AT SOME POINT Walter may become aware something happened
Hanna is not going to mention it to anyone but a select few though he might notice that Hanna is probably going to have a shiny new pair of glasses here soon. I still haven't figured out how he's going to fix that...and he is not that capable without them, so going without won't work.
arthur will definitely notice your new glasses hanna, soz
Aren't they nice Arthur? They even work better, he hasn't had a new pair in years. Treat yourself, amiright? Not like he needed a new pair because his old ones got shattered
Honestly Walter and Collins do actually have something in common with the sheer hopelessness that led to their respective recent acts lol
They were breach brothers even though they were both like ew...
awww 😆
shipoftheseus magicom Walter got Jedao's text. I'm gonna try to arrange things so that Malcolm approaching Walter because the incident matters to him DID occur before this
yeah that makes sense - Jedao didn't find out about it until JUST now, that's not backdated at all
No special effort required on anyone else's part, just me being slow on the events prior to this
So like we established that Malcolm approaching Walter MUCH earlier was the plan, I'm just writing this down to make sure I have my response to Jedao reflect this
To THIS DAY I have not done the tag bomb I wanted to do come November. But last night I cleared the chore gauntlet so. Let's manifest
no rush in my end
me: I did the tag bomb
the tag bomb: about six tags
the tag bomb: about six tags
SCREAMING!!! MISTY IS NOT A WET BLANKET ABOUT THE RIDDLES!!!
MALCOLM LIKES THE RIDDLES THAT ARE ACTUALLY RIDDLES AS LONG AS THEY'RE RIDDLES.
RIDDLES WITH NO STAKES, GOT IT
STAKES LIKE GETTING A PRIZE = OKAY; STAKES LIKE PREVENTING A CANNIBALISTIC RITUAL MURDER = NOT OKAY.
WHAT IS THE POINT OF BEING A WARDEN THEN!!
HELPING PEOPLE GET THEIR LIFE BACK
PEOPLE... WHO MIGHT DO CANNIBALISTIC RITUAL MURDERS
HELPING THEM NOT WANT TO ANYMORE. HELPING THEM FIND BETTER HOBBIES.
by putting him in an enclosed space with a bunch of serial killers, torturers, bloodcraving people, some of whom have been doing this way longer than walter. and by letting him get maimed and murdered a few times himself. and exposing him to weird unreality stuff like triple misties. what can go wrong?
Walter getting maimed and murdered is the fault of the individual inmate and also Walter himself because he did not ask for help uwu
But yeah like Walter is genuinely baffled that Malcolm doesn't want to play mind games and is just waiting for Walter to Be Normal and trust him and the system
He would never ask someone to be Normal. That sounds terrible.
"Barge Normal"
But um mind games are his dad's favourite games so no thank you on those.
Y'all are gonna get a rise out of the Truth Silver sees
Oooh
And yet the admiral is the biggest mind gamer of all
Is he tho?
By the way I didn't see this until earlier tonight and ALEX YOU'RE GOING TO JAIL??? (I'm being silly and expressing that I had a feel)
lol
This is truly how I write Walter. Like how his relationship with his Mom and Dad is WEIRD AS HELL
Walter: this cult preys on people and makes them forget about their families
Walter has almost literally never for like eight months mentioned his mom and dad
Walter: this cult preys on people and makes them forget about their families
Walter has almost literally never for like eight months mentioned his mom and dad
It's probably good that Walter didn't mention that part. Hanna would have laughed at him from his dead parents corner.
Pyotr: please make me forget stepan
Walter talks about his grandma all the time but that is probably just because her meatloaf keeps showing up.
Y'all are taking forget your families too literally JFC. It is about Malcolm not seeing his mom for two years
he saw her! she visited in the VIP flood!
well. other people saw her.
which is fine. like. she's okay.
he loves his mom ok but she walks into his apartment without knocking at all hours.
If your family is entirely gone or shitty: you are being exploited
If any of your family is okay and you do not see them for years: you are enmeshed here
It seems reasonable enough to Walter
If any of your family is okay and you do not see them for years: you are enmeshed here
It seems reasonable enough to Walter
I'm so sleepy today... But at least I started my new Malcolm thread
Walter pls
Not the gurus mediating today...!
thank!!!
redwall post... furry breach