Not feeling like any thread-threads for it, but feel free to handwave stuff with me if you want!

Notably: he's not caring who he damages at first. Then John will "point him in the right direction" so to speak and he will purposefully help the Barge side of things. And he's witnessing Aerith's fall and is Not Happy about it and going a little berserk.

It's not much because lol just a human but yeah. That was not okay.

He can deal with that awkward emotional overload never later.

Also, he may have helped people for the hell of it especially if he's had any sort of cr with anyone in the past.

Aaaand now things are over!!

I'm tired tonight but hopefully this week I can figure out whether I'm hitting up individual inboxes or making a post, but either way Collins is going to ask people if they're all right and actually kind of but not really admit he cares. just a little bit.

If he does admit to any feelings, it might mean his graduation. This was what the event meant the most to me so I am glad for the opportunity for him to care a bit.

I know I've been absent lately but I've just been...tired. I'm hoping the event end will help spur my brain into thoughts.

Might leave it until November (coming at the end of this week already!) but we shall see. The time off, so to speak, has been nice.

I'm rambling again, goodnight.

tired is understandable! very much so. hope you sleep well!