end of event plotting--
ahahaha. i am too tired for coherent thoughts rn and i have no real stakes in anything specific going on right now as far as i know. but.
lmk if you want collins anywhere.
i'm sure he could be convinced to do anything destructive.
he likes fucking shit up.
Zichen would be like "oh he's singing, how nice - oh wait!". XD
lmao! Yep. Pretty accurate realization to make in this situation.
He's singing because he's happy and there's one really big way for that and it's not a peaceful one. :'D
On a similar note, after the event is wrapped up... I know there's things I want to do with/for Collins wrt his graduation but right now my brain is struggling but that's something to discuss as well. once i get some sleep.
tiger_eyes that goes doubly for you because I wanted to talk to you about graduation things.
When you wanna get on that road, lemme know. <3 But get sleep first. 
<3 rest is important
tiger_eyes: yeah i keep meaning chat at you but i was putting it off to get closer to the end of the event and get a feel for what is going to happen.
I'd love to do something with him and John
we know now so there's that. i don't expect much to affect collins on that end (unless something random happens again idk) so. can just go into it.
cannibalherpes: it is and last night sucked so hopefully tonight will go better. we'll see. my back is still touchy and i am the worst at self care.
Just let me know what direction you wanna go or what Collins might do. Zichen will adapt. 
yarnzipan: that sounds good!! i would like that too!
is john going to be fucking shit up? waiting for that to drop in your plurk lol.
Oof yeah. But happy to do any threading you like!
tiger_eyes: i'm sorry he's been such a jerk, Zichen. he just hates the whole process and Zichen is so... his opposite... lmao.
maybe he'll lighten up again after he graduates ??
cannibalherpes: always need more Trevor in my inbox.
he will literally kick trevor into gear if he needs to
"people are goin' ta war and yer just sittin' here hidin'? get up and out there, boyo!"
AisuYoukai: he's my biggest gun so I'm considering what he's going to do
Zichen will be so proud of him regardless.
ahaha, awww, Zichen. you'll doubt that pride when you realize he's still a killer.
but that's sweet.
yarnzipan: that's fair! i have no idea what to do with collins exactly but i will attempt to throw him out there helping to create chaos. i'm not sure it will even matter to him what he's doing unless someone wants to point him in a direction like a good dog
John will point out 'you want revenge on Kayne? It's only on one boat."
............that is an EXCELLENT point to be made and wow how that would actually work
"You want to make him sit like a bad dog? Shoot the right people."
I was just looking at John's list and. I could see Collins shooting a Dancer and if John Noticed....
works for me
hilariously the dancer was probably defending him
lmao poor dancer...
collins just sees 'creepy monster shit' and fires the gun
John feeling it like a papercut for a moment "Hey asshole!"
i almost did a spittake, i love it
Question is, is he going to be destructive of NS or the Barge?
Yes
Up until John points him in the right direction.
Both? D:
Yeah, it's not like he likes either ship and their entity. They're both shitty.
He's more likely to physically fight whoever he can, but it wouldn't be too ooc of him to start a fire or two for damaging the actual ships either.
But he needs to live on one of them!
Still not his highest priority...
Collins, we need to get your priorities back on track.
"Back"? Buddy, they were never there to begin.
And he's not interested in changing either!
He hates all of this! He just wants to go back to murdering people!
sir that's not kosher
What? You expected him not to be the Butcher? :3
Can he help murder zombies instead? It'll be bloody?
if you're talking graduation... yeah, lil bit
Are we talking event or in general forever job wise?
yarnzipan: nah, I'm not forcing him to be a "good guy" I've decided that's impossible.
no but "just wanting to murder people" like... have other goals bro. have other things that make you happy.
have that not be your only reason to want to do anything?
Lmao. Oh yeah. But he's not admitting to that!
I mean, he likes music, right? Lol.
And talking about event Hela zombies.
He loves music! And his music is the best when he's killing or torturing someone!
Yeah, he would enjoy killing zombied for the event. Re: John Doe will eventually point him in the "right" direction.
Bit it will be destructive and he will give no shits about killing anyone on NS
Whaaaaat
....he'll care even less after Aerith gets hurt, whoops.
Beserk mode activate.
Maybe a reason to get him injured but idk I was thinking of something else before that came up and now- well, idk
Maybe a reason to get him injured but idk I was thinking of something else before that came up and now- well, idk
no complaints about defending Aerith!
Aerith is his emotional support witch Cetra, he can't stand the sight of her getting hurt. Rabid dog bite!!
I think the best part will be she had been heading out of danger...and her not realizing she's the emotional support of the Butcher
whoops
John she had no idea of her influence help their Butcher out pls and thank you
he will!
John you're a gem