I consider myself grey-ace or demi but I'm not super duper sure so that one's kinda up in the air

and... I am closeted IRL due to conservative family + living in Texas but I'm hoping to start to change that once I can move

hell my little brother is gay and living up north with his boyfriend but my family is very much the 'well never speak of it ever' kind

I'm not planning on telling anyone shit after I move btw. they can find out once I marry a cute butch and I have to invite them to the wedding