to those who can't believe i'm autistic or that i have significant struggles, i just had a meltdown over checks notes spilling a protein shake. i'm exhausted.
also they don't understand that shit is completely involuntary, i didn't get overwhelmed and start screaming for fun... it's been a good hour and every tiny sound is still too much for me... i am supposed to watch more lectures today. this wasn't supposed to happen.
