for those playing along at home wondering if I'm gonna coma walter: I honestly don't know
Aw
Just so you know though, John's already given the 'Arthur will be happy just knowing you would break someone's face for him; you don't need to do it' talk
Malcolm is bringing John his offer when i get up tomorrow
Imagine the ship flips over and Walter thinks he’s off the hook but they end up still doing it but on the island....
Given how serious everything was, there could easily be a moment when he thought that was just JD rage 2
I'm likewise mostly tapped out on tagging
i totally forgot that this happened like, hours before the boat flipped
Me too re tagging i had to help my husband with some stuff all evening
Also my poor movie club members I promise to explain The Spin soon
Cannot WAIT to read that
I'm putting
this here so people can see it but also
It would actually be very good for Walter's character development if a "NON BRAINWASHED" person took issue with his actions
reactions everyone be grateful Walter is apparently not going to post on the network and receive.
#3 is Sweeney
When John is brought the offer, I can finally post that mod post comment lol
Oh I'm glad for that! Cuz again, she's not going to try and kill him or anything. She just wants his blood for a little ritual herself, please!
Yeah, Walter, share the rituals! Don’t be a ritual hog!
I also found JD telling Malcolm that Justine felt bad about the hair and now he wanted to go out of his way and use the hair. That's cute
screaming. Putting this here instead of the old plurk. But it's happening. This has truly met my wildest dreams for "Malcolm describes Walter's perspective extremely charitably, like for Kikimora but to be clear he knows Walter is much worse"
It will be very interesting to see the extent to which JD pushes back on this idea that what's needed for Walter's healing is an important factor
OH I SEE NOW
THIS IS
SO INTERESTING
It's funny because on the one hand it's basically true that this situation was SO specific that recurrence would be pretty impossible. But I mean, Walter still has the core issues that led him to do it cause otherwise he wouldn't still be an inmate. But anyway
Man, my transcript post doesn't contain the Kevyn scene. But anyway, the Kevyn scene? Is one of the longer Walter scenes we even have, especially non Misty? And he really is just like WOW... YOU'RE A DETECTIVE... I ALWAYS WISHED I COULD BE A DETECTIVE BUT I'M A CITIZEN DETECTIVE... where are my manners, would you like some hot cocoa?
And he's just using the hot cocoa to remorselessly kill him.
I'm sorry, the scritches given as he barely hides his ice black soul. It's how he is. THERE'S JUST SOMETHING VERY WRONG..
So yeah it's very reasonable to fear his duplicity. And it certainly could happen again in some other way. He's bad. He's so scary I'm sorry...
Well, Walter, Malcolm is glad to see your true psycho colours because he at least understands that!
Also, and Alex especially is going to get a kick out of this, ok so. This entire time Walter has SPECIFICALLY thought that a computer simulation is the ONLY explanation for what's happening to them, maybe individual phenomena like vampires could happen in "real life" but it's mainly how easily they're totally reset
But we joke about JD being an admiral like entity AND NOW... well... What if instead of a computer simulation, the hardware is an Eldritch god. They literally could do that.
Not necessarily JD himself is the mastermind (though hey, characters could totally speculate that some inmates are more equal than others) but in general, the admiral doing some magical simulation to them. It could literally happen.
well I think "literally' is being used pretty loosely here....
let me rephrase that. If JD and similar beings have the ability to create extremely convincing "magical simulations", that last for ten years even, then the admiral doing that to them could seem plausible to a character
Furthermore any "seams" in these "magical simulations" are not very prominent in any current understanding Walter would have
Walter do you not think it's a bit of reaching to go well my first idea for how this is a simulation has been disproven so here is a whole different idea for how it's a simulation? Like. Option 3: it's real. Occam's Razor or something.
The truth of the situation may be more like Charlie (mentioned by Collins) experienced some variety of multiple "magical simulations", which were shorter and had "seams", for a total of ten subjective years
Walter doesn't think anything that's happened so far has actively disproven computer simulation lmao. However "magical simulation" would have greater explanatory power than computer simulation, such as how the psychic invasion is so deep
maybe sometimes life is just That Fucking Weird buddy
SCREAMING... I JUST SAW ARTHUR'S REPLY
Walter did in fact think of this like hey. Hey he actually got knocked out really fast. This might not be so bad
Arthur's so mad at Walter that Malcolm got a compliment out of it
cos yeah like. Arthur recognises and respects that being a Good Warden, as in someone who is good for Your Specific Inmate, is an entirely case-by-case performance, and is unrelated to whether Arthur personally likes you, haha
he can think you're an absolute cockstain and still, begrudgingly, respect that you are doing good by your inmate
(the reason Lark has lost his respect so much is because he did bad by Arthur as his warden)
Everything is really close together, so I'm going to edit in "boarding the Narrenschiff" reaction whenever it coalesces. Walter's #1 priority is whatever Pyotr wants to do. His #2 priority is what Malcolm makes him do. His #3 priority is anything else others say. If none of these are factors, he plans to get on
This situation is certainly suspicious as fuck, but he doesn't want to stay on an island forever. Either the Cap'n is an ally of the admiral, in which case avoiding the collective is kinda pointless, or he isn't an ally of the admiral and the enemy of my enemy is my friend
Admiral esque entity is kinda literally the most imminent way to subvert the admiral. And. It's honestly kinda hard to be truly worse than the admiral in his eyes.
Well Malcolm can't track him on the narrenschiff and will also be having A Time so Walter can pretty much do what he wants.
At least until they get back to the Barge >.>
I'm talking more about initially boarding the Narrenschiff, since before then the item would still work
AH okay. Yeah, Malcolm will try to keep him close when that's going on, if only to know whether he's okay and whether he gets on the ship.
Folks I have taken a big break for my adventures today... My priority is still going to be organization of the Pie Incident log and OOC plot post incident report
if anyone has a specific thing they see missing and/or IC date they want to confirm for a certain event, let me know. the main two things under this category are "John and Arthur giving the memories" and "Trevor learning of the dagger being involved"
ALSO IVE SAID... MOST... of what I think Walter needs to say in the "all I ask of you" log.
like him saying goodbye to Misty is the main thing he has to actually say. His question of "would it be better if I was crying I'm so sorry" was the main thing left he was actually wondering after his many philosophical indulgences about how bluh bluh this is a cult, etc
if/when we do the Consequences thread i'm happy for that to be in arthur's post for post-crash pre-narrenschiff, hah
sounds good. mainly trying to figure out order of things versus when he first confides in Pyotr about the incident. so maybe it will literally be like Initial Incident -> Wave -> initially confides in Pyotr and is poisoned -> Consequences 1-A and 1-B on island -> Walter (distantly monitored by Malcolm) bringing the dagger to achilles in his tent
Yeah that works; I was going to ask if you guys wanted the wave to interrupt consequence 1 and by how much
I'm happy for Cons.1A to be a few days into Island Time, just for like. maximum tension to build for Walter, lmao, but also it makes sense logistically to me that it's during a tentative quiet period
I have an island log if one is needed
that works! him dragging walter over to arthur and john, haha
Well he’ll be like i think it’s best to get this over with.
Malcolm is doing less well on the island than on the cruiseship and will be doing even less well on the Narrenschiff.
So luckily the incident itself happened when he was peak.
I will need to track this. For Reasons.
(the reasons are I am popcorning this whole thing like mad.)
Who isn’t, honestly? It’s the best entertainment.
Folks, I've just realized something
... is the pie just left behind on the enposib
It's getting a burial at sea
look as long as no other person actually eats it arthur is fine with it being fish food
I'm very sad to say the thought process which led to this
"While you're looking food for Malcolm... Look for food for Wu Xin too, aye?"
And I was thinking of Walter just lying there during all this trying not to bother anyone and just kinda starve, he is spoiled but he can just lie there, if he doesn't have any snacks with him then what happens happens
Then
WELL...
walter didn't even get to enjoy the pie for himself
i am fascinated by walter's cognitive dissonance in eating people meat himself
Well, he considered himself and Misty splitting the pie to be a reasonable possibility. But if he just eats it right then (at the moment she rejects him), that will make everyone mad and continue to not accomplish anything
That said at this point there are so many people actively waiting to get schlorped that I think Walter would get on board early to text them "it's fine. Wu Xin is also fine"
Lol Malcolm took it away right after their meetings and buried it.
So it might be crab food somewhere but not where they are XD
Alright so I'm still in a pretty non-RP mood today too. I think that today or Thursday I should be able to post the discussed Consequences starter
Alright well thank goodness I didn't make a big TODAY, THURSDAY, IS THE DAY post, because some IRL stuff happened! Positive but AAAAAAAA!
"Occasionally" with perfectly regular intervals
so there is a major antagonist called Kayne who is Very Much this energy, it's fantastic
hopefully the last time I ping a huge number of people for this plot
apologies for the double pings ecause some of the names overlapped and made it look wonky
Trevor doesn't really need a ping because it's a direct reply but I'm including it for those playing along at home
he had like at least three days and this was what he came up with
what is he gonna say, Howdy folks?
eeeee can't wait to get into this tonight!!
wait this is happening after shipwreck?
I think bc the shipwreck happened like the next day.
oh this is based on Mani's statement "I'm happy for Cons.1A to be a few days into Island Time" but I do see now it was Sarah who said "I have an island log if one is needed"
ah I thought from the end of Mani's statement it'd be just before. Sorry, misunderstood. Just because this seems like... a weird thing to take time out for if people are trapped or injured?
nod, I see those are good points. Yeah my thinking was like "a few days into Island Time" makes it so the trapped part is entirely over, injuries it would depend on the person but less immediate. I have no problem moving the starter if that's what the others want, we can talk about it together
so maybe we can wait for Mani to confirm then. since likely most parties would defer to Arthur's decision?
I'm good for just before the wreck! sorry fir causing confusion, you guys are right in that it makes more sense
okadoko!
for posterity because the band-aids showing through was so fun to me
moved! THIS post seemed to make the most sense chronologically
\o/ any thoughts on tag order?
but I can take it off if we want something different; John'd want to be first cause protecc!
I love it
poor bby
I honestly did not think that far ahead lmao for now I'm just vibing
John > Arthur > Malcolm > Walter?
with duck outs ("My character has nothing to add") or squeak ins ('Can X just say something quick?') as needed?
In terms of the Trevor starter I'm just leaving it the way it is. It was an easier time to find Trevor
Not like dancing around with a dagger the whole time but explaining to Malcolm that there's a ritual to be broken so if he could explain personally later that would be great
And we are all together in this plurk so we can communicate 💪
...John'll greet Malcolm in a moment, he's just... the seeing eye dog is currently a bit growly
I'll let them answer the question before Walter actually sits down or does not do so
Arthur is not about to let Walter try and claim any more ignorance in regards to them
He DOES know that John's feelings are to be included though right? Sorry I cannot remember
was that all happening in one sitting?
I can edit! Just double checking
I mean over the course of it, like title Consequence One and then it will contain 1A and 1B. It can be broken up info chunks. John did say just now "both Arthur and I feel intensely" but that could also just refer to like John's intensity affecting the way he uses his power to convey Arthur's experience
But probably edit now is good because otherwise it Could still seem like a surprise
And so also I think "Arthur's claim" -> Walter acknowledges -> Malcolm reply will make sense for next section
and yes John's doing same time because their emotions aren't... entirely disentangled.
package deal
Malcolm would have told Walter that was happening re John's feelings when he told him they accepted the proposed consequences.
also ngl we've been watching a bunch of House MD recently so Arthur with a cane in Angy mode is definitely a vibe I can see clearly
Posted! There's a notable typo/edit I got immediately afterwards
Yeah with Malcolm that makes sense too. Just making sure again
lol Walter not even close
"out of John's reach" snrk not so much
the petty-ass tentacles are perfect
Okay I have been chipping away at a thing and I think I am gonna post if it's agreed a Malcolm response does not make sense in this moment
magicorn like. A full skip for one round? Walter agrees -> John wamny - Arthur reaction - Walter reaction - Malcolm reaction
But I wanted to check cause if you were working on your thing then cool
were we (danii and i) posting our wammies individually, so two replies to Walter's agreement, or one big comment from John?
So the first question is whether Malcolm has to cut in before Walter's agreement according to the original J A M W thread order, or if Malcolm's good, or I guess if Malcolm could cut in after Walter's agreement
Oh ok I have an answer on that. Great. It'll go up shortly.
No you guys go for it; he will sit in his chair like a good monitor.
Second question is whether it's John wammy, Arthur reaction, or John wammy Arthur wammy. Wammy meaning description of psychic effects. Or it could even be A then J or who knows. That's the prerogative of you two then.
Mani can god John starting things (we'll work it out offline) since Arthur should go first since his experience starts first.
That's very good since I definitely think Arthur's gonna have a reaction to this
Arthur has So Many Fucking Feelings walter, you don't even know
ACTUALLY
cannibalherpes Alex and I were talking and looking at
this again and actually would the first talking with Pyotr on the beach taking place
before Walter approached Trevor, be okay?
man the Richter being swapped in is sending me. Trevor literally has so much bullshit to deal with
we both got very excited and VERY in-depth
you want a moment to respond or should I add mine?
Yo I was downstairs. Oh boy. I'll see.
I will also say I had it like
Walter: okay. It'll be Arthur's memories then John's memories. So Arthur's memories will hit me, then I'll say hit me again
But for some reason with the flow of the conversation and the souls being merged together he was like no wait screw it, it'll be a double wammy, I gotta just say hit me now
So if he just ends up slumping there like oh my god... Now I gotta say hit me again....
That could be funny. We'll see. I'm going to actually read the thing now
man
he felt
a lot of feelings
no shit buddy
that's what'll happen when you're not a sociopath
so just to confirm this IS different from the version Malcolm and Arthur discussed where the memshare would accurately reflect Arthur suddenly going completely unconscious from the needle?
only in that Walter would be feeling the pain he inflicted on Arthur's body. which is part of what they discussed, and Arthur made sure to specify when he said "every inch of pain"
happily it just so happens to give the impression that he was actually conscious and just paralysed for it
Arthur told Malcolm he wanted Walter to feel the pain and Malcolm okayed it. or at least that's how I understood that thread
magicom
Oh okay. Yeah I had read it like "I do think he should witness from your perspective, even if your perspective did involve being mercifully spared involves something missing". so Arthur and Malcolm both meant "the whole crime" in that sense then. that's fine
as in they meant it in the "more" sense while I assumed it was the "less" sense
"More" sense isn't really a big deal, more like I wanted to confirm it was not a change from that thread. ok!!
clarification!
also regarding the Trevor thread being edited:
!!
and you want John to tag or Walter reaction?
I am working on Walter reaction in this case!
the music creates a nice little lull
I'm also losing it at the gug dislocation assuming that is Lovecraft and not a typo. the lumbering of it all.
ALSO "it lets it" = the flesh lets the Stuff bond with the flesh?
Im sorta liveblogging the MANY MANY small details in this, it is delicious
so because of that, there are also mini questions
back in the IRL where they are meeting, did Arthur get talked out of wearing the bloodstained shirt for drama. is he wearing a normal shirt now
also u spelled Tattersall with one L
I went to look it up to make sure I wasn't being Berenstein'd and I'm screaming at
this HIGH QUALITY STILL
CW MENTION OF DRUGS / SUICIDE
We also presume that Kevyn will also take the posthumous blame for Natalie’s death. They did have a romantic relationship at one point, after all.
jesus christ. I've never seen this theory before since Walter didn't know about that at the time it was happening and an overdose was plausible. but he REALLY COULD.
I think Arthur decided to be professional about it and not wear the bloodstains
and it was a nice shirt! John definitely fixed/cleaned it
Arthur's friends are grateful for this I'm sure
alright I've divided Arthur's Memory into about six chunks to focus on. I do not think I'll be able to write the future John's memory reaction tonight
ALSO fyi right now Im writing this like it doesnt technically warp Walter per se? so he isnt necessarily blind to the room where they are meeting, just obviously all this other stuff has much greater and unavoidable focus. but if it's supposed to totally "warp" him into place mentally away from the room, just LMK
no I was thinking it was kind of like a breach memory, overlaid
oh ok. to me it's like
1. magical simulation in real-time that totally blocks out his perception of the current environment
2. magical simulation in real-time that only dominates over his perception of the current environment
3. breach memory is a third thing where all at once, "it was already there"
so if it is supposed to be 3 then got it!
i was thinking more 2 that ends with 3.
in the sense of lingering
it'll fade but not immediately
OKAY MY FRIENDS... I still have one major paragraph and then review SO... it is likely not happening tonight but look forward to it!
Im sorry my boy is a little bitch
I would be down to edit the fifteen seconds thing if you want but It Is Ok
nope all is good. he was watching the whole time and he WOULD pause and make sure Walter's all right
when the KiY did something like this to someone it WAS to hurt them and drive them mad. He's not going to chance harm when he promised Malcolm
Walter can respond before Malcolm does...
yes... I think Walter Reaction 2 makes sense here haha. we will see where things fall after that. I will be getting lunch first
also I am just... following my heart for the black-on-black text... if there are any specifications speak now...
the reply to Arthur was So Fucking Good btw
I am glad you liked it. truly I am that person who's like I need to make SURE that they can see they read the WHOLE TAG!!!! BECAUSE I AM INCORPORATING SIMILAR DETAILS IN MY REPLY BECAUSE YOUR DETAILS WERE GOOD!! I happen to have put up my post just now. I have a few pings to make and stuff
then break. then John reaction.
seconding! lovely to read
I hope I gave you something good in John's
yes I have THOUGHTS. cause they are DIFFERENT and exciting
once again... I am like 2/3 done so I am saving what I have just to make sure...
IT'S UP
Perhaps he imagined that under Arthur's influence, Walter would nod along with a stiff upper lip, a single studious tear dripping down his face.
i can't blame walter for falling for the Stiff Upper Lip persona arthur puts on but i'm still cackling
john is the LAST person who thinks arthur is emotionless, and him reacting as such is massive alarm bells
Though that section was fully two thirds omniscient narrator just in the sense of, helping provide info on reactions from John's perspective of monitoring it
i still love the cackling with brandy impression walter has/had
I am glad the people like it
I was feeling guilty because I was doing new Narrenschiff stuff first... But I really needed some time to think. John's emotions were somewhat more different from what Walter expected
And I wanted to deliver the same level of quality (both in the sense that Arthur Wammy and John Wammy were good and that Walter Reaction 1 was good)
you did brilliantly
There was also massaging the parts where I really did think he'd just be like wow... I'm in Eldritch god space... Uhhhh woah... So to make that somewhat more readable and relevant
CAUSE I WAS HONESTLY WORKING WITH LIKE
JOHN'S THOUGHTS HAVE A COLOR BACKGROUND BECAUSE THEY LITERALLY ARE TRIPPIER
oh yeah, he can only do so much to make it Normal
also arthur is definitely going to arc up about "sorry the damage will last" bc walter DEFINITELY was not thinking about that before and arthur doesn't think all of this changed his mind so fast lmao
I did crack up at 'oh wow, people actually responded to John freaking out'
Got asked this so for clarification;
I wrote it similar to how I wrote the previous thread where they interacted with him as a cat. JD seems to have an ability to pick up on what people think "at" him,
like this
So that's why some parts are in italics (consistent John thought speak), while others are not. Like, Walter is very emotionally exposed right now so he can try and fail to not think in a way that just really feels natural like shouting
So even though John actually does have the ability to more deeply invade his mind, and even though Walter is imminently concerned about this possibility, he is also separately concerned about this surface case of the ability
that's the thing, he can't INVADE. He can't like, pluck information from his mind.
he can fuck with your senses, dreams, etc, but he can't just take information from your head
the thinking 'at' is intentional. as intentional as opening your mouth and speaking, just different
Oh okay. That line "why would he break keyfabe at this point" had me think differently
what he can get is feelings and impressions from the now. but like, he can't just go 'I want to know Walter's grandmother's name' and go delving.
the King in Yellow and his offshoots can't invade someone's mind without like
1, the mind already being broken or shaken (eg in shock)
2, by actively breaking it
or 3, being willingly let in
john's case is more of just like. Respecting Personal Autonomy as much as it is not accidentally breaking people
Charlie was broken and he didn't give up his info
John is respectful of what he CAN pick up which is more like emotions and wants and desires and sensory stuff.
that's why he specifies to start with his name so that people are pointedly trying to reach him
So more like the ability to fuck with the dreams would in turn be a method used to make the person crack just as any method of isolation etc could be used, and in turn could fail as with Charlie
(tbf the king was also looking for information charlie just flat out didn't have, he certainly got literally everything else in charlie's mind)
but yeah sufficient willpower is usually enough to at least decently block the king, until he finds a way to make you let down your guard about it
or like. a really good emotional anchor
arthur is also special bc if the king broke arthur, he'd risk destroying john
yup. And yes, he's got lots of methods to torture information out of someone but can't just yank it out cause he wants it. and yes, had to be careful with Arthur since Arthur holding onto his other half.
he can also influence (John won't) through dreams and art towards specific aims
lovecraftian horror is fun bc there actually aren't many deities who are all-knowing, and it's weird for them to be
Hastur/the King in Yellow GIVES arcane knowledge, and provides inspiration, but like while they can know lots of factors, they can't just KNOW what you're going to do or what's in your head.
and yeah, like, they don't know because the alienness goes both ways. You don't understand them and they don't really understand you.
Arthur lives in a permanent state of Fucking Pissed, it just depends on how much of an ass you are for him to unleash it
sounds good! catch the feral cat before he throws hands
CHINHANDS... I'm still getting up but hmmmmmmm!!!
at least Arthur can say he warned him now!
Malcolm: Sounds more than fair. Thanks.
the new arthur comment lmao... it's merited because Walter did have the intrusive thought of poking him tbh
Walter there is playing with fire and there is pouring gasoline on yourself when you do it