i think my biggest issue with any commitment is definitely consistency because I never stick to anything for a long time even if I do actually want to go through it whether it be an assignment or an art piece or a song on the guitar or trying to beat some extreme demon

i think it actually turns out worse results in everything cause my noggin doesn't get enough time to build good habits or anything so I do everything half baked

if I unlock this secret to doing the same thing more than 2 days in a row I will be an unstoppable being

actually I think its just called having mad ADHD and I hate it so much

the worst thing about having it so far for me isn't that oh no i can't focus on anything its that it stunts the way you learn things drastically in a more subtle way that messes with your mental

tf was i on last night