getting used to the new work I'm doing and the amount of time I'm talking on the phone at work has me like...all I can do after work is pick up a book and shut the rest of my brain off until bed.
i have made it TWO DAYS WITHOUT CRYING THOUGH
listen, lmfao i'm proud of myself
and i don't have therapy again until next week (i think??? can't remember) and i had to cancel last week, so it's been a rollercoaster and i finally feel less like 'oh god i'm going to fuck this up right away and my boss is gonna take away my raise' so that's PROGRESS
and omfg my wife comes home TOMORROW even though it'll be late BUT THAT'S OKAY SHE'LL BE SLEEPING IN OUR HOUSE, SUCK IT WORK TRIP
look two whole days is a BIG DEAL
give yourself a pat on the back!
it is
thank you!!
YW!!! im proud of you!
hell yeah look at you crushing it
i'm trying
