it is in a post someone mentioned me akira said something like "go spam his account"

🔍 I am going to have to go looking 😭

im not searching every single post i have been mentioned i have many haters its hard

I believe u Jay go drink some agua

first time someone believe me here awww

you gave me a coin and now that (what do you want?)

I believe ur going schizo but it’s ok but I been there

I just been in ur shoes before I want u to feel better

thats silly

I believe what you’re going through but also at the same time most likely isn’t the best way to go about it (Ｔ＿Ｔ) and even if it’s a conflict of interest because I’m friends with aki I promise u I been through this before and I went to the mental hospital 3 times man I’m sure u have people who are listening to u so don’t worry

(And by those theee times it’s bc my ex broke up with me like 5years ago 💀)

you made me smile stop this we should be enemies

We can be enemies but we can be friends....bats eyelashes

Maybe not friends xd but we can be amicable lol

youre a good person, at least you tried to be nice

No I was mean but I was nice idk about good 💀

My demons were taking over

RAHHHHHH 🐺 🌙

karol would have done the same for me if she was here i think

Don’t bring karol here it’s a war zone...

i would never, shes way too nice for this place, she doesnt deserve it

I would say same for u but I’m sure u already know swag 😎

nah i think i deserve this

No u deserve a good rest some food and wata

AND UNINSTALLING PLURK GRRRRR for ur health...

being honest here i really dont care about myself

You gotta fix that Jay 😭 I have been there and sometimes I still struggle with it but know that these bad feelings you deserve to not feel them you deserve to be happy

have been like this for months. i dont really have anything else to do to help myself so i am chosing to be here and slowly thorn myself apart i guess

what about therapy, have you been participating or can you not afford it?

I do a lot of DBT/CBT worksheets when I’m not in session, they help me decipher my emotions a lot

i cant afford it but i have reached out to cvv which is like a plataform you use when youre having a crisis. works like shit though. but i have been reading some worksheets as well

no those platforms suck all they do is try to make sure y don’t kill yourseld

you should try printing out/writing on them, the physical aspect is what really helps you

Therapy Worksheets, Tools, and Handouts | Therapist ...

this one

i dont have a printerr

Maybe do u have an iPad?
Or maybe just redo it on a piece of paper

Like write the content and then write your own stuff after

i am brazilian.. do you think i would own an ipad lol

no i dont but like yeah i could try to do them on a piece of paper

do you know of more worksheets? i only have that link

I’ll have to check, I only know of some in my own book that I own idk if they have free ones online

okk

the thought counts though

thank you

beaware: Yeah I had a friend in Brazil who did lol

Is Brazil really that poor?

yeah

Don’t worry u will get an iPad one day trust

most ppl here, you cant live with just one job

You will get a bazillion

beaware: tbh same in America but it depends where you live

and that’s for nonspecialized work/without a degree

here i used to get like 1,400 reais per month on my old job

and that was like above the minnimum

I’m gonna translate that hold up

No way man...

thats true

I was making $2,800USD (15,600 about in reais) and that would be struggling if I didn’t live with my dad

HUH????

holy shit youre rich

I don’t make that anymore but if I continued to work full time yea

If I was a person though who had to pay rent and bills that isn’t enough in the US

damn i would be living the life with that job

but i think you would be able to manage sharing a place with a roomate

thats my plan if i manage to stay legally there

Maybe, just make sure you live somewhere cheap like the Midwest

or i will just live in the streets! its free

lol I’m sure a blue state would love to take you

blue state?

yeah in politics a blue state is the more liberal areas, they usually have programs to promote foreigners to come here

usually like school programs or housing

but they’re Usually very chock full

yeahh i would imagine

totally random with extra extra sprinkles question what do you think about pennsylvania and new jersey?

I think they’re a bit hillbilly, but I know Pennsylvania is very tolerant towards foreigners.

New Jersey may be a bit expensive as it’s close to New York and on the coast

(And when I say New York I mean the city lol)

hillbilly?

Yeah Hillbilly means conservative people who live on a farm, usually don’t like foreigners (mainly those who aren’t white)

dammit

well i cant wait to get shot by a conservative!

lol

Unfortunate reality

its the american dream its worth it

anyway thanks for talking to me. if you happen to find more worksheets and you wanna share you can send me a priv here or mention me. i will be logging off for tonight pulp episode 4 is getting released and i dont wanna miss it

I don’t know what pulp is but good luck and enjoy it^^

Episode 4: The Searcher in the Shadows (Part 1)

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