like i love my friends and i don't take it personally because its not like theyre doing stuff and im being excluded they just,, do not make plans ever and i only see people when i reach out first and i have a really bad habit of isolating myself when i give my brain an opportunity so it would really be nice if they just. texted once in a while

the way i said this was a little more,, annoyed than i actually feel about it but

i really need to start putting stuff in a journal or something because none of my friends are very active on here anymore