they couldn't find anything on any of the tests they ran on me and were like "yeah people just get vertigo sometimes" which is true from what i understand, especially since i'm dealing with a lot that can contribute to it, but also. weh

i'm so sick of dealing with the random health disaster of the week! i just want to live my life for a while!

i've been considering if i should open my commissions back up because of how bad my random medical issues have been fucking our finances but... i've been seriously in the no-confidence pit regarding my art, and i don't even know how to begin offering writing, so i'd have to get over one of those hurtles before i could do anything