i wish i could do malkuth second but siffrin is not in the vibe for romance atm (do i have thoughts? of course. between me and god)
siffrin and romance IS an interesting topic i do wanna touch on but he hasn't anyone he's interesting in like that. yet (?)
sorry i had to pause and look at the fucking letter calli sent siffrin
im so sorry everyone who's gonna interact with them via text you give a hundred words siffrin will send a picture or a single word reply
um... okay. picks at these lines
malkuth... is recovering from realizing she had feelings for someone around the same time they dropped out of game (ryoji you will always be beloved) so she's actually in heartbreak hotel right now
her and elysium are gonna be Fake Dating as a celebrity couple for show offers and stuff, so she'll finally be moving out of her role as a bar karaoke hostess and into small drama roles and such
she. will warn the appropriate people about that. he's very charming and cute when thrown off, i wish them a very bad time as you can tell from bringing it up in this plurk even though she knows it won't go anywhere and will do her best not to let her heart get over her head
unfortunately i do know how she is and her inclinations. it's gonna be fun!!!!!! me and ly are cooking!!!!!!1
one day i will not feel embarrassed about talking about her stuff but today isn't the day bear with me
her and verg are still sweet... yuwon asked her lately if it isn't an unbalanced relationship and she
knows it more than likely is but she's ignoring that temporarily
malkuth does love verg! he's very important to her, and she's comfortable with him! there are very few people who do understand her to a key point, the other person being... being izou... who i hate to bring up here but she's also gonna have to come to terms with her feelings there too
but she's still very much in the mind of a physical thing, rather than anything more, and there's a reason for that but it's her own fault she did this to herself
zags the new hottie in town thats her neighbor and he is soooooo cute when he blushes and he does it soooooo easily when malkuth pushes him and i need march to throw her out a window
pulls apart threads. lets see. yesod. i'm real weak but that aside he's been very attentive and kind to her, and she is very firm on it being just because he's her kind sweet friend yesod that i do kind of want to see her be surprised by it not being Just that
but the most important rl she has......... march.........
theyve been in a rough patch recently....... bc of izou...... men always gettin in the way..........
its still awkward, to her............... but theyre talking again....... it was the worst three days of her life............
she just doesnt want to ever be asked about it, or about kyoto, or anything................... march............. her beloved friend sh. she also. she needs to come to term with some feelings on................
everyone talkin about summer romances,,,,,,,,, oiut the way. its divorce season
anyway for all who care she's still single by choice in private and in public she's very much flirting/testing waters with her co-star mr elliot
having a little bit too much of a good time, maybe, but that'll be okay. she's trying to ease her heartache by filling the hole with other flirts
everytime i think about vergs narration about how his gaze isnt enough i feel a slap and i'm sorry verg you deserve so much better
Malkuth please no more flirts
i'll touch on siffrin and romance now. because malkuth tires me too in a good way she's a whirlwind who, yes, is hungry and seems like she can't be satisfied, the secret is that she can be but. sighs. excepting other librarians, once you know too much about her/are too alike to her in some way she unconsciously puts a glass pane up
she liked ryoji because he didn't know and she would never intend to tell him either, bad as that is of her
she felt normal... like just a girl instead of someone who'd hurt so many. people who know that have a deeper understanding, especially ones who have done the same and do understand the guilt that comes with it, the hurt and the healing, the hope and despair
they are precious to her. she can't imagine her life without izou and vergilius in it,for example
eats all this
not that they Can't grow that wya but she's more resistant to it. kind of like being overperceived
siffrin is yearning incarnate and is patient and can wait if someone likes him and can wait as long as they finally confess but they hate being heart edged
the line is razor sharp for them, they cannot tell when they like someone and when they Like someone, that's something to be figured out as it goes due to... their... many issues in regards to desiring closeness but also not, being okay with it
it's like wanting something so bad you're afraid you'll be consumed by it
but this is also just a general issue with siffrin first step is absolutely going to be Becoming Attached and i think i can at least talk about that right now
attachments are not necessarily romantic but they are necessary for romance to bloom do we understand
against all odds the current list is in fact gebura and taryon for certain reasons, but elysium and callisto are also on the horizon
i'd like it if siffrin had some taste
gebura... was nice to siffrin not from the start but as a favor for favor with showing them quiet places, but it wasn't that that made them decide they wanted to stick around her
they were talking about colors and Fun Fact siffrin cannot see colors (it's all shades of black through white and all between for him) BUT. but. everyone else can see his colors
which is why i do try and focus on getting pictures with colors that i like on siffrin, which is usually shad's
anyway, she told them unprompted what they looked like, to her, after they asked what she looked like to herself, and since then she's been on and off describing colors to them...
but it was that moment that siffrin decided to just kind of follow her around LMAO taryon was so much quicker.
first meeting. they're both crafters, the way they do it is similar but just different enough, siffrin had an immediate affinity for the man and so now they will just tag along when they see taryon around as well and express interest in spending time
"is that all it takes" that is all it takes. the proof is in the crane he gave taryon, that's a token of... relationships are hard to define but it's a token of siffrin's attachment
elysium is going that way because fellow traveler, but we'll see. callisto................
is interesting......... not bad...........
kind of a funny character..........
oh elysium reminds sif of loop which is a plus and negative for reasons only i know sorry to anyone else
but callisto.......... doesnt seem bad................ a lil much................. but it's fine. something about him piques siffrin's interest but we'll see if he ends up wanting to follow that worthless noble around
wrio has been nice too... fishing buddy. but vals always good
i think i touched on everyone i'd like to destroy this plurk now it's always embarrassing writing out malkuth's stuff i've never played a character who flirted around
i loved it though... thank you for this
thanks... every month kia looks forward to anything new in malkuths life
given the threads I've just signed myself up for
your turn to be the love interest, queen
me coming at you with a new shoujo date every week for each of your characters............ this is our life now
Malkuth's life.... but
and conversations with her are always good
Siffrin is also fun to watch
eats this plurk i love it so much
refract: KAJDJFF I'LL GLADLY HAVE IT ITS FUN
FHDJFH it's fine he's chilling he's recovering
he doesn't get a romantic sotrp he's so far from ot
yabusame: grips gently... yeah. theyre good. im looking forward to more convos ij the future
he can chill with gebura until then
vampirize: eats u back im sorry ur old man is stuck in the bone zone
himbos: DONT.... LOOK at me like that she has a lot going on but she has a big giving heart
but yes please. she's taking one for the asiyah team this game. next time its yesods turn
such a good plurk. unembarrasses you
i would throw izou down a ravine if he ever came between m&ms permanently tbh
Netzach, Gebura and Yesod all a club for Closed-Eye Meditating in the meantime (also Yesod mentioned Netzach to Siffrin wrt non-restful sleep, maybe he really could benefit from Gebura's guidance)
SHAKING HANDS WITH PEACE, MUTUAL GRIPPING
listen i was not expecting to be mentioned that's all LMFHSGSG
but im excited to see where it goes
unfortunately malkuth really likes guys she can get a reaction out of
no this is good i love it so much he needs to fucking sort out his feelings anyways love when an old man suffers
this is. sighs. this is her problem,
also me gazing where is this yuwon thread 👀
we close our eyes and do not see!!!!!!
JDJDUJFR I FEEL FOR VERG!!!! funny enough. she was gonna talk to verg about the feelings thing once she talked to ryoji so now shes in hell of "i should probably still talk to verg regardless"
yeah and he needs to talk to her after malkuth misery hour...its Gonna Happen
lemme dm u the thread i have to reply to it too
Me thinking about Gym Clothes Malkuth suspecting nothing and now there's just this video of her flexibility display
SEE, KIA ENCOURAGED GYM CLOTHES MALKUTH AND NOW I HAVE TO KILL IZOU
i just think there are tons of reasons to kill him so it takes a second
why are we killing him and not me
kia taking the bullet for hi
I grailed you to 100 you bitch you better live