hsr 2.2 spoilers //

thinking about how he almost ascended into an aeon himself. shaking him. what was that like!!!!!!!! what would that have felt like!!!! would he have known Something was happening to him... would he have even been able to Understand!!

the answer being "probably not" makes me nuts

I imagine the mortal brain would have to protect itself from something like that just to... survive losing it

it'd be pretty traumatic

augh. yeah. yeah!!!!!

did he even really exist as sunday anymore at that point! was the embryo of philosophy something that came from him rather than a greater him, and there's only an emptiness where it came forth...

yeah . yeah his brain protecting the knowledge of something it wouldn't be able to fully comprehend. weird eldritch horror vibes to the thought of that .

was it him or was it something else, like a greater will that would have ended in him being destroyed by it when it was fully realized.... an aeon in his place, a path of his core philosophy, but he himself would not exist..... man. aughgh

also thinking about how robin called gopher wood father, but sunday called him master. i think sunday deserves a gun

y e a h

ough,,, imagine sunday thinking "at least robin isn't in this position" as his last solace through all that incomprehensibility

at least robin will carry on as herself

YEAH. AUGH .

so long as she was okay he was willing to accept any cost .

sunday trying to put himself in the omelas box

the omelas oubliette, or omelette

aldhfg

why does anyone let me type words

because it's great

youre doing so well

but yeah. yeah . man. oouf

honestly reading omelas would be a great exercise for Sunday

i think he should for enrichment