I got an interview for one of the jobs I applied for, discovered halfway through the job duties were different than I expected, withdrew awkwardly, and now feel so fucking guilty I'm anxiety sick over it.
I need work but I KNOW I would have burnt out in like. a week. if I'd gone thorugh with it.
but maybe I should have just sucked it up and did it anyway, but it's too late now to do that, so. yeah.