sorry i keep coming here to vent but man, murphy's law wants me to know it exists this past month and a half and wants me to live in it non-stop, i guess.
uncle has tried to send me money so many times and it keeps getting delayed to hilarious amounts, and now i have to chock out $1k+ in moving fees b/c it's going to be dreadfully last minute
the sheer level of upset i keep having pressed into my life is just too much for my autistic ass to handle and i just want to rest and be safe and moved without 10000000000000000000000000 more issues.
worst of all i do very much want my mom and my dad and the crushing weight of never having even their horrific treatment of me again is more than i can handle when the grief rises to the forefront
why does life gotta be so much.
why can't i just be able to handle it. like everyone else.
It’s a lot for anyone to handle, you’re doing your best