oh god, biggest fear

I had moved my stimulant closer to my bed because my doc told me that taking it earlier in the day would make it easier for me to get to sleep that night, so even if I just woke up long enough to take it and then go back to sleep, that would help.

But then when I went to take my meds tonight, I couldn’t remember if I’d taken the evening meds already or not, but I was pretty sure that I hadn’t since I hadn’t marked it down. So I took what I thought was it, and then five minutes later went, “Wait, that pill was slightly larger than I remember it being, oh hell that’s the wrong one.”

Oh no.

oh no

Okay, so apparently exhaustion still wins out.

But I shall take it as a reminder for next time to be more careful.