honestly this is one of the most important things that had me set out to explore art and kind of just...start hobbying as an interest

journaling, art and a bit of coding, shit like that

but there's always been this feeling that stuck around that everyone knows what they're doing

"oh yeah i'm gonna probably apply for this because i have a double major in CS"

(fuck i'm just a pathetic english major the fuck do i do)

i appreciate his vids for telling me that some of my fears are silly and stupid, and overall pointless, but there's just some part of me that wouldn't really budge, or would just go back to "boohoo i can't do shit" after a while

A Guide to Worryinghad me stop worrying about pointless shit (for a fair while)Sleep is Just Death Being Shywas a good video to make peace with death withand then we'll be okayand this is probably the vid with the best storytelling yet

maybe there's a part of his vid explaining how to make peace with the fact that a part of you is irrevocably broken and might never be fine again

been kinda struggling with that lately if i'm being honest