I haven’t even had my 36th birthday yet this year... what is this shit.

I’m in the hospital for now, and I’m not sure when I’ll be released. But I have Apollo here with me, at least.

They’re trying to figure out wtf happened. I certainly have no idea... best guess is stress.

My life has kind of been a shitshow lately lol

So damn scary. I'm glad you were able to seek out medical treatment in time.

In the meanwhile, here’s to hoping that I can get a bit of rest, and that my morning procedure comes sooner, rather than later. I haven’t eaten in over 12hrs, and they won’t let me until after they poke at my heart.

parsnip: Thank you! Me too.

Oh that's terrifying. ;; I hope they can give you answers. Until then, rest as much as you can.

tiger_eyes: I will do my best. Appreciate it!

You're in the safest place and I'm glad you're conscious. Those are very good signs that you'll heal.

tiger_eyes: I really hope so! I don’t have much of a choice atm. the joys of having zero support networks irl wooo

But I’m trying my best to focus on the positives and not stress myself out more than necessary lol

And your reassurance is greatly appreciated!

You have us on here - I know that isn't much - but I am rooting for you.

tiger_eyes: i wouldn’t say that. It means everything. 💖

And thank you 🥲

Let us know what you find out. <3

DUDE

10778438: BRUH tell me about it

They’re going to have me see a cardiologist... eventually, sometime today lol. I’m hoping they let me go tonight, but they’re considering keeping me for a couple days. 🥲

I just want them to do whatever they gotta do so I can eat uggghhhh

But I also had another heart failure around 6am, so I’m not super optimistic

yo I hope it isn't that bad... or at least you feel better soon...

Holy shit, that's so scary. I'm glad they got you to the hospital and keeping my fingers crossed for you ;;

omg. get better soon! /loves!!

10778438: Thank you!! It took some time to feel back to normal, but I got there!

tinwateringcan: Tyyy l was a dummy and actually waited until I could manage to drive I thought it was just my anxiety being aggressive lol

Nightsail: Ty so much

I’m sorry that it took me so long to get back on here and respond. It took more out of me than I initially realized - and Apollo’s health got much worse, so my mind was preoccupied

But after another few visits to the vet, he’s doing much better now. Moreso than he has in months, actually

As for me, I was monitored for a couple days until they could get me into an MRI. It showed inflammation, but no blockages.

So, while it could either be some freak occurrence from picking up an everyday sickness, or a complication from an autoimmune disease that might be a reoccurring issue, it also means that it technically wasn’t a heartattack, as doctors previously assumed

So, I’m holding onto that silver lining, and I’ll be following up with my primary care doctor in a few days, while requesting that we do some much more aggressive testing

I am disabled now, due to chronic migraines, but they still only have me down as having fibromyalgia/post exertional malaise/chronic fatigue, despite my gut instinct that there is a much bigger issue that’s been causing my rapid health degeneration over the past several years.

This episode made it seem even more likely.

All in all, doing better than I was that particular weekend tho. Lol