☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T02:02:25.000Z
[just little anxiety things]
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☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T02:03:52.000Z
I didn't realize how deep seated the trauma was until I found myself getting minorly anxious about thinking of my partner seeing me interact with other RPers in a public space
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T02:04:43.000Z
Like ugh come on dude pull yourself together they're not like that holy shit
Blitz
2024-05-01T02:20:23.000Z
/bites the anxiety brain
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DEADSCHOLAR
2024-05-01T02:22:29.000Z
that's a scary feeling tho... i get u
☆Hooters☆
2024-05-01T02:27:05.000Z
♠ GREED
2024-05-01T02:29:23.000Z
I'm so sorry ya have to go through that bud. Anxiety is an ass like that
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T02:37:44.000Z
Yeah, it was BAD the last time. And I've been getting chummy with a bunch of Twitter RP accounts (same disco people, we've been talking oocly too) and I feel that anxiety spike if I interact publicly with the one Vox I picked up there like NO They're not gonna accuse you of cheating just because you're getting acquainted with new people.
DEADSCHOLAR
2024-05-01T02:40:30.000Z
ugh thats the worst 8 (
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T02:42:24.000Z
They were really bad in the end. Got super jealous, threatened SH when I even hinted at breaking up..
☆Hooters☆
2024-05-01T02:42:24.000Z
I'm so sorry D8
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T02:45:44.000Z
This one though, this one's a keeper. Like I know they won't get on my case and they'd talk to me about it if they thought I was crossing the line without letting them know.
♠ GREED
2024-05-01T02:49:49.000Z
That is. Man, you should have never had to go through that. I'm sorry that happened to you at all.
☆Hooters☆
2024-05-01T02:50:47.000Z
Like was it an RP partner that made you feel like shit or a RL person? Cause I will stab a whole bitch
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T03:08:23.000Z
theavarice: better place now, thank you.. I just didn't think they'd go off the rails like that
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T03:09:01.000Z
GoddessOfSugar: RP partner I was dating at the time so y e a h. Messy.
☆Hooters☆
2024-05-01T03:15:37.000Z
Direct me where to stab -3-
You know I will stab a hoe IDGAF i'm ride or die
ᴇᴍʙᴏʟᴅᴇɴs
2024-05-01T04:23:05.000Z
Seriously, where does the stab line start? I’m so sorry you had to deal with that shit, people like that are pure garbage
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T05:43:34.000Z
It's cool guys... water under the bridge. I hold no stabby feelings now and I'm in a way better place. I just didn't realize there were still a few pieces that needed fixing.
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T05:44:52.000Z
IfIHadHeart: <3 yeah, I know you're ride or die... you saw me through the whole thing
ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴇʀᴡɪɴ
2024-05-01T05:46:28.000Z
wah what a shitty thing to handshake emoji about, but ive been in that same spot. it blows, but over time ive gotten....better about it, even if i also still sometimes get those anxiety peaks so I Get It
ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴇʀᴡɪɴ
2024-05-01T05:46:40.000Z
glad youre with a partner thats way better than that now
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T05:50:12.000Z
ah man sucks you had to experience it too... but yeah, the anxiety spikes are real. Situation's way better now like... it's kind of an open V so my partner wouldn't get mad if I ever flirted with anyone. They just want to be informed first so even that's a nice cushion..
ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴇʀᴡɪɴ
2024-05-01T05:53:29.000Z
oh nice, glad that works for you!
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T05:55:48.000Z
yeah, it's not really an option I would take very often half because I'm ace AF especially when involved with someone already but knowing that cushion is there to reassure me we won't have another THAT
DEADSCHOLAR
2024-05-01T05:59:01.000Z
i was also in a similar position.. which is why i get nervy even though i'm v happily polya now lmao
but it's always nice to celebrate being in a better configuration
eventually the anxiety will ease off more
10778438: did my best
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T06:04:33.000Z
IfIHadHeart: you have no idea how grateful I am that you stayed
I wouldn't abandon you. you're literally stuck with me
☽ ʀᴏsᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ
2024-05-01T13:13:05.000Z
This is why we got this weird perma-contract on our souls, kitty.
10778438: Pretty much and I'm okay with that lil jackalope
Dɪɴɢɢᴀ
2024-05-01T19:19:14.000Z
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