because i was trying to sleep because i couldn't this morning

what grass even is there to mow. its raining outside

also they aolready used the worlds loudest fucking vacuum cleaner yesterday to mulch everything for another half of the day

tbh if anyone wants to know why im in such a bad mood all of the time, its this, the fact that my neighbor still snores like a fucking elephant, none of my unemployment payments have come in, and im like unemployable to what seems like 90% of the job market

im ranting rn im sure ill feel less angry when these fuckwads stop MOWING, but

also love it when all my efforts into fandom things amount to little mor than pity likes from ppl id normally consider friends

anyway i hope they will stop mowing soon, my groceries will get here, my interview tomorrow will be so good they'll be like yeah lets hire you NOW or something and i can finally sleep

I'm so sorry my dude

also please remember the himbo juice can cause things like overstimulating noise to be a lower threshold

im less mad now, tho im still kind of sleepy

half convinced that like dry sinuses/air is making me like that too

and himbo juice for the love of god i DO NOT NEED HELP WITH THAT im already able to hear past the normal spectrum humans can!!!

i actually had a test once b/c a dcotor was concerned b/c i didnt hear the thingy they stuck in my ear

they must have just done it wrong b/c it was the opposite i heard tones humans dont normally

anyway im still very :upsidedown smiley face" at where the fuck is my unemployment money

and the fun Fatigue doesnt help in convincing my useless sloth body to at least take some event shifts so i have like maybe 3 dollars

yeah

i should give up and just chill for the night so maybe i can have an interview tomorrow that actually leads to me being hiredd

pepper is so unloved and tortured

yes you should and of course she is