i lost my apple pencil outside it seems................. auuuu

fam consoling we can get anothr but still horrible feel

its been a while since i lost a valuable i suppose but... uuuu

never gets easier. oh material possessions

dads up to some worse habits again

in this case giving away more stuff that isnt his or trashing them

we caught it this time at least but

weve lost a lot of stuff alredy

tfw improving mental health means return of other bad mental ill habits?????

and im still not able to find a suitable job

i probably should be lowering my standards too..

oh no

WHY LIFE!!!!

Can't sleep so sad thoughts re losing thing again

Did I let my guard down either way. Was it stolen did it just fall

Ugh I hope against all odds it's just here at home hidden

Feeling some of that loathing but trying to beat it away it is the 2 am

found our wii stuff in probably the giveaway pile

he did not ask permission. as he does not ever

i wanna diiiie i wanna die i wanna die