沒錯沒錯

wanna type in English cuz I decided to join an edition group.
(so maybe ganna have some grammatically incorrect )

I met Ravi today, finally, *ˊᵕˋ)੭,

not *ˊᵕˋ)੭ but yep,

i just realized that i always cover my emotional feelings by laughing. I just laugh without reason.

with this facial express, I can not only hide my feeling to others but also even hide from myself, which is crazy. but I just realized that .

even at the time i ganna say my love, Cube is died, I can say that with smile. That is crazy isn't it?

i just don't really understand what f wrong with me?

I personally cannot even realize my own feeling in these years? Ig?

or this situation has been starting from the time i get in Melbourne, I m trying not so emotional? So I avoid feeling anything?

what if ? i m actually sad for breaking up? am i ?

IDK

i cannot sllep well from the time we had the message conversation .

then, after that , I went though losting my ove Cube, still, cannot sleep weel

well

is like so many things happened in once

is like so many things happened 'at' once

i cannot reallyface my own, real, mentally feeling

sick of this, sick of the situation, nut

sorry Ravi