Due to issues with work and me not getting the hours I was promised, I ended up in a place where I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to pay my bills. Fortunately, I am okay for the next few months, but as you might imagine, that worry kind of killed my RP drive.

I especially apologize to lollichop because I full intended to poke you to start more post-Havenwell stuff and then RL went nuts.

As it is, I am currently job hunting because I can't have a job where my hours are varying so much. I have bills and no savings at the moment, so I need that income.

Please wish me luck everyone! Job hunting is not fun as we all know and it's even less so when you have limitations you have to play by.

I'm also considering looking into disability AGAIN, but I am so gun-shy about the idea of the government telling me I'm not disabled enough AGAIN. You come live with my vision issues and then tell me it doesn't affect every part of my life including work!

Anyway, it's it in a nutshell and why I've been so quiet lately. I hope things will shake out soon so I can get back into doing SOME kind of RP be it a game or PSLs. I still have several active muses, just no energy to put toward them. X.x

hugs!

Thanks! They are needed. It's been a rough spell.

it's no worries, you take care of you first and i'll be here for whatever you wanna pick up whenever

Thanks Nao. I really appreciate it and you!

no u! i hope stuff gets better for you soon bud

Thank you! I'm going to keep plugging along and working hard to make it so!

I know we’re not in a game together or anything but I hope things improve!

Thank you so much! We had fun when we did RP together so that is all that matters! hugs

If there’s anything I can do, even just support, please let me know!

Thank you! I will. The offer means a lot just in and of itself!

Sometimes knowing people are there helps a lot. It’s definitely put me in a much better place the last couple of years, I was struggling for a long time with mental health and took it out on a lot of people. Which I deeply regret.

It really does help. I know it helps me a lot as well. Knowing you have people there helps battle the mind when it tries to tell you bad things, or in my case, when my anxiety tries to take over and cause panic attacks.

take care of yourself, rp will wait for you

Thank you! I miss it, but it will wait. And maybe a game I actually have an interest in will open. The one's I've seen lately haven't really done it, but also I have been so worn out. X.x

When you feel ready to return you can ask around! A lot of games are private these days so someone might know an under the radar one that you'd like

Yeah, I think that is what I am going to do. With that current trend, I am sure I am missing a lot of games!

Woof good luck out there!!

Thank you!

Best of luck!!! I know how rough the job market is right now

Thank you! It is definitely not a great time to look, but you gotta do what you gotta do sometimes. lays here