ok, so not EVERY time, but you know what I mean

it's sign

I mean

it's a sign

so far, the one place I applied for online wasn't down...but I probably wont hear from them...

I'm really hoping for the night time PT shifts at UPS or Fed Ex. Barely interferes with my sleep and I wouldn't need daycare.

But I'm sure I won't get it. That's my luck.

yeah, I'm looking for something in the evening/nights so I don't have to pay someone else to watch the girls

I'm looking at the 11PM - 4AM shift or the 4AM to 9AM shift. Figure get the kids to bed and head off to work, or get them to bed and go

sleep myself till I have to go to work. They both nap so I would just nap with them during the day anyway.

only mak naps. I'm wanting anything from 5pm-4am Daddy can cook dinner and get them to bed I just don't want to miss things during the day

I don't feel like it would be fair to either of them to just ship them off after being with me all day long, especially Maddie

she's been home with me for 3 years...plus, I'm not ready for them to go to a babysitter or anything longer than a few hours...

I wouldn't mind for TB1, because he could use the more social environment but I really don't want to for TB2. Gotta do what I gotta do tho

right now I gotta go get TB2

that's why I want maddie to go to preK. So she makes friends and gets out without mommy..but I still don't want her to go...